Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Judgement Day

Hmmm. so I guess everyone must have gotten their results? How's it? Satisfied? Disappointed? or 'Ah, I could have do better!'

SP decided to troll us by sending us the results SMS one day before the official release day and it so happened that we are in school, figuring out the space project. *i was mapling at that point of time though LOL* Results came, open the SMS with really high expectation of myself. and yea the 2 B+ just slapped me right in my face =/

the rest would probably said, 'B+ is good enough le what', 'u sad what? i got D in my results slip leh'. they probably don't get it, B+ is not some thing in my dictionary. To me, only grades of  A and/or Distinction exist. Perhaps this is the mindset of most DBS students. Don't judge us, you will only understand if you were to be in our shoes. Almost the whole class is elite, you have to constantly fight to be exceptional or outstanding.

I will never forget that day back in year 1. We got back our maths paper.  the score 94 or 96 did not make me happy. Why? because the rest scored the near perfect of 99 or perfect score of 100. so not point being happy yea..

and Sam actually cheered me up ytd upon received our results =) she said, 'you are being too hard on yourself'. i was walking home that day and there's this sudden influx of tears =/ perhaps i really do..

but OH WELL!  the SMS is kinda a scam cause it did not reflect the accumulative GPA. so the email came after 12mn. i decided to change my mood cause the overall GPA still maintain at that holy number. LOL. hmmm. an advise to juniors is that you slowly pull up ur GPA till it's desirable instead of making it perfect in the first place and have a really hard time maintain or what's worst, watching the number decrease little by little every sem D:

so now, happygirl93 =) and i feel so lazy to practice =/ and then i will regret i am not able to play those beautiful pieces like yu hou during combined 2moro =____=

p/s: forever sleepy after lunch. LOL

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