Happiest

Hmmmm. So what brought me here is that .. i woke up 5am this morning when i slept at 10pm then i decided to look back at my blog entries to see how awesome/dumb/happy/sad/depressed was I in the past few months.

yuppppp. i have finished the most dreaded itp/fyp and all the exams in my poly life. so technically i am just waiting to graduate (ignore that 2 ICA modules we have yet to clear) and this brings us to the title.. happiest.. i may be happiest person in the world since there's no more worry and stress.. but yea.. depends on your definition of happy. To me, happy is no longer the same without you.. it always feel something is lacking in my life.

should i reveal what wishes i made for the year 2012 during my new year service? it is told that we can make 3 wishes in the presence of God, and it shall be granted to us.. less than 15 days left till the end of this year and seems like nothing's been fulfilled yet.. but i shall keep on believing .. so much can happen on a day.. let alone 15 days, right? hahaha (keeping up the positivity) maybe i will reveal at the very last day of 2012.. be it fulfilled or not.. not a promise though :D

and actually before this entry, there's another one (is still under draft) which i sort of started it but don't wanna carry on.. can't really think of the reason why.. but perhaps thinking, it might not reach to you.. (or u may stop coming here or u may just read and forget etc.. ) and that will defeat the whole purpose isn't?

Hmmmm.. do you know.. my definition of happy could be really simple? maybe it's just an unexpected text from you or some simple gesture that you show that you care. you have no idea how such a seemingly insignificant thing (to you, perhaps?) meant so much to me. but.. it's often so short-lived. which i don't know why ..

p/s: i am not sure what should i do to reach to you.. or in fact to your heart.. i always wanted to know what happened down there.. what are you thinking at any moment. but other than pitch darkness, there's nothing i can see. is it because it's just me? whom u are still unwilling to open up to. i am always unsure and confused.. and every single time.. when i am determined and you just came running back.. is it a kind of prank or joke? and you definitely know i am not in this game anymore since i been losing right at the first place.

It's always said that 'silence is the scariest thing' and that is when communication break down. maybe i am just being too pushy in getting some answers all the times. but my kind of mindset is .. if i don't say it, i may regret for life. don't you have things that you want to say and don't you have any regrets bout them?

maybe.. you really don't ..

sometimes, i really laugh at myself for being so absurd and dumb. i always thought that i am so rational in handling things.. but definitely not when it comes to this..

Oh God.. still believing ..

Hi :)

While waiting for the peeps to accept my game request, I shall do a quick update on this little space of mine :D

Oh well, almost 4 months have passed and another 3 more to go for this really mentally and physically draining ITP D: we are almost there and let's just hang in there..

so currently, i have earned myself a new title of 'gamer girl' LOL! because i have been obsess with this moba (multiplayer online battle arena) game named LoL ! most gamer will know in full , it's called League of Legends.. just like the already popular DoTA and HoN ! i personally prefer LoL cause of its nicer graphic, nicer character and easy interface .. (oh gosh.. it's becoming like a game review.. )

gaming is of course fun, but still there are much more things in life we should pay attention. LOL. so let's not neglect them yea? :)

*some response from skype* alright, i guess that's all for now :D


p/s: this is an interesting month of sept.. let's go!

Life ..

wanna start by putting some awesome and inspiring life quote. then i realize.. life can't be summarized in a few words just like that? oh well.. just a random feel that hits me to update my blog and yet I am talking bout such heavy and boring stuffs .. perhaps life really does bore me out .. inside out ..

remember when we were young? we always told our parents 'I WANNA GROW UP QUICKLY' yet now.. all i wish is to rewind time and take back this statement.. it's never fun to grow up and face all these shit.. yes yes.. you may say i am being negative .. but the ugly truth is .. being positive with this realistic world will not give you any way out either.. deep inside.. you know this right? i guess the keyword here is .. survive. things may not be good and bright , but as long as you survive it, you will be fine right?

but still.. despite all these.. i think one belief i never move away from is God.. till now, i never stop believing .. in the midst of dark struggle.. i still believe and hope one day God will get me through everything (thou it's not always the case , LOL :X) but yea.. i never stop believing .. amen :)

so now.. the pre-monday depression is hitting me real hard .. time flies when we are having fun? feels like the weekends travel even faster than light =/ and is monday .. sighhhh . at least there's something to look forward to .. my sotong bestie , Christine is back and then she will be at another half of the world for her further studies.. oh yea.. i havent talk bout having someone dear living at another half of the world yea? whereby, your sunrise is their sunset , your breakfast will be their dinner .. it feels kind of awesome and amazing .. but still .. despite the high technology .. there will somehow be a breakdown in communication and that .. feels sucky..

so .. all of us.. being in the timezone.. is actually a gift from up there already :) counting all my blessing yea :D

at least, there's still something in life that keep me going day to day :) my friends and family

and this feeling of typing everything down actually feels quite awesome, i guess i shall do this more often yea?

p/s: my last update was on June.. and what happened these 2 month .. epic-ly dramatic? hahah. just like roller coaster rides .. although most parts of the rides were just going straight down and i still haven't reach that point of 'up'. will be soon i guess? haha

lastly, to all, keep breathing .. keep fighting .. be strong yea :)

No one..

How sad is it when I scroll down my contacts, finding people to talk and I realize there's no one now ..
For the rest .. either I dont wanna bother them with my problem or is just plain awkward or they simply dont care ...

what's with the sudden loneliness, is like i lost touch with everyone, all those whom i WAS so close to previously.. the feeling just sucks ="(

crying hard.. really hard .. 

Lead Me; Alone

thanks to brant's jie shao, sistar's songs really quite nice~ catchy~

Baby Steps

now i found the eng ver thanks to teck wee. LOL. so is a re-sing by TTS

Baby Steps

One, Two, my heart Three, Four, my breath Five,
Six, my entire body walks, only seeing you
One, Two, even now Three, Four, even today Five,
Six, even tomorrow, walk toward me

慢慢等

慢慢等 等到我都睡着了
耐心等只为了心动那一刻

p/s:　the title just sounds sarcastic in our language context now. LOL. it's like you asking people wait long long. HAHAH

雨后庭院

her performance never fails to make me awe. LOL. simply too impressed~

SPCO will be playing this song featuring our soloist, Chee Rui! it will be an orchestra ver thou! the zhong ruan 伴奏 is full of challenges and different techniques also!

Do catch us this 16/11 @ School of the Arts! Tickets will be available soon! *pardon me for the early publication for the concert but this song is simply awesome, that's why* =D

FAN GIRL

I don't wanna say goodbye, say goodbye say goodbye~




HOW SHUAI CAN THEY BE? <3 JUN HYUN OH GOSH~ *TOTALLY MELTZZ DURING 0:50*

so Darren asked 'So what's fan girl-ing?'

Me: 'Ermm, it means watching their MV or performance and get high'

Darren: 'get high?!'

Me: 'Yea, it's like you look at guys in MV and got the feeling of falling in love with him. LOL'

*everyone burst out laughing*

Sam: 'is true, Qi Xin's right'

EPIC SKYPE CONVO.

爱笑的眼睛

the mv like a bit wrong. LOL. oh well! but still a great song. HAHAHAH =X


 离开你 我才发现自己 那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像一个人看旧电影 是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回自己 那爱笑的眼睛
再见到你我一定让自己 让自己坚定

:)

LOL

Just got a mini heart attack as I logged out of my google acc and cant seems to type in the correct password. LOL. thank God, i had the pwd reset, so yupp, i am back here =D

hmmmm, i did something not quite right =/ cant seems to find the right person to talk to about it =/ Oh God... but I know I been forgiven by God ~ if I were to tell others next time, we would just probably laugh it off~ let's just hope so~

anw anw, so in the mood to sing k after listening to JJ's songs! and just downloaded 爱笑的眼睛. it's gonna be on my replay list!

holidays ending soon and 7 months of internship starting. another new phase of life starting luh!! It will definitely be awesomeeeeeeeeeeee!

Possibility

Exploring my old phone's mirco sd card and retrieve this song. LOL. Boa is so pretty with short hair!

未だ揺れる振り子
最後の望みを辿る糸

Another Heart Calls

Do You Remember When We Didn’t Care
We Were Just Two Kids That Took The Moment When It Was There

Do You Remember You At All
Another Heart Calls

I Remember When We Stole The Night
We’d Lie Awake Dreaming Til The Sun Would Wash The Sky

Just As Soon As I See You
Didn’t I Didn’t I Tell You

As Deep As I Need You
You Wanna Leave It All

What Can I Do
Say It’s True
Or Everything That Matters Breaks In Two
Say It’s True
I’ll Never Ask For Anyone But You

Talk To Me
I’m Throwing Myself In Front Of You
This Could Be The Last Mistake That I Would Ever Want To Do
All I Ever Do Is Give
It’s Time You See My Point Of View

Just As Soon As I See You
Didn’t I Didn’t I Tell You
As Deep As I Need You
You Want To Leave It All

What Can I Do
Say It’s True
Everything That Matters Breaks In Two
Say It’s True
I’ll Never Ask For Anyone But You

All You Want Is To Figure It Out
And God Knows I Do To
What Can I Do
Say It’s True
I’ll Never Ask For Anyone But You

I’m Sorry
So What
But You Don’t Think I’ve Said Enough
I’m Sorry
I Don’t Care
You Were Never There

I'll Never Ask For Anyone But You...

Safe and Sound

caught The Hunger Games with my lovely research peeps! this movie is totally awesome! at least to me! cause i din read the book and hence will not compare the movie to the original storybook! The soundtrack is awesome too!

p/s: Be safe and sound :)

可能

可能放不下的不是你,
而是与你的那一段回忆.

awesome!

ahhhhhh~ it's soooo sweet! some ideas for the couples out there!
the song is nice too! enjoy!

when you say nothing at all :)

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near)
You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd)
Try as they may, they can never defy
What's been said between your heart and mine

:)

Judgement Day

Hmmm. so I guess everyone must have gotten their results? How's it? Satisfied? Disappointed? or 'Ah, I could have do better!'

SP decided to troll us by sending us the results SMS one day before the official release day and it so happened that we are in school, figuring out the space project. *i was mapling at that point of time though LOL* Results came, open the SMS with really high expectation of myself. and yea the 2 B+ just slapped me right in my face =/

the rest would probably said, 'B+ is good enough le what', 'u sad what? i got D in my results slip leh'. they probably don't get it, B+ is not some thing in my dictionary. To me, only grades of  A and/or Distinction exist. Perhaps this is the mindset of most DBS students. Don't judge us, you will only understand if you were to be in our shoes. Almost the whole class is elite, you have to constantly fight to be exceptional or outstanding.

I will never forget that day back in year 1. We got back our maths paper.  the score 94 or 96 did not make me happy. Why? because the rest scored the near perfect of 99 or perfect score of 100. so not point being happy yea..

and Sam actually cheered me up ytd upon received our results =) she said, 'you are being too hard on yourself'. i was walking home that day and there's this sudden influx of tears =/ perhaps i really do..

but OH WELL!  the SMS is kinda a scam cause it did not reflect the accumulative GPA. so the email came after 12mn. i decided to change my mood cause the overall GPA still maintain at that holy number. LOL. hmmm. an advise to juniors is that you slowly pull up ur GPA till it's desirable instead of making it perfect in the first place and have a really hard time maintain or what's worst, watching the number decrease little by little every sem D:

so now, happygirl93 =) and i feel so lazy to practice =/ and then i will regret i am not able to play those beautiful pieces like yu hou during combined 2moro =____=

p/s: forever sleepy after lunch. LOL

If you get there before i do

Scooping for NTU med school. or even perhaps NUS one. LOL. I really can't imagine myself being a doctor although I once aspired to work in accident and emergency department! I think it's really cool to experience those life and death within a wink moment.. Oh well, i sounded sick. X=

today's talk is kinda okay.. is just slightly more informative than the webbie.. the 2013 intake for NTU med sch is freaking 50. LOL. so u need to be the bacteria of the cream of the strawberry on top of the cream of the crop to get in yea! need take biomed admission test and get awesome results too. and not forgetting 8 multi mini interview.

the best part of the day is actually dinner with my dear research peeps =D had an awesome catching up session on our year 1s interesting stuffs at the suntec skygarden, the wind's blowing and it's drizzling a bit. how awesome can it get! Thank God for all these precious moments in my life!

oh yea! and i heard an awesome song in some cd shops in suntec!



the lyrics sure made me :')

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then ‘til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma past away
In the door way of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then ‘til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me
Between now and then ‘til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

Ours

Caught this mv while nua-ing in hotel room and watching channel V! such a sweet song with beautiful lyrics!




Elevator buttons and morning air
Stranger's silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here, we'd laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my time is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, but my choice is you

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine

And it's not theirs to speculate if it's wrong and
Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in
I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you

'Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
'Cause my heart is yours

And don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours, they can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

fulfilling

Spell f-u-l-f-i-l-l-i-n-g! Had a super fulfilling week! *okay, LOL. staring blankly into the screen, thinking what to type already*

so wednesday .. yes, i went out the whole day for CO. Daytime --> performance @ St. Theresa Home. Jie Ying's right~ the smiles of the elderly are worthless. Seeing them so lonely at nursing home .. wondering if we were end up like that in 50 or 60 years down the road D: Evening --> practice *the songs are so overwhelming that i cant regulate my breathing properly. *

Had an awesome rest on Thurs~ And today, went to school to print scores for the 4 new combined songs. Thank God for Wei Jie's help! I had no one to help me initially and Wei Jie decided to drop by school and share this burden. LOL. Librarian's job is no joke man. Please everyone.. cherish your scores .. know that they don't come by easy =___= imagine making countless trip to the printing shop and sorting out the amount of scores for individual instrument for the ENTIRE ORCHESTRA~ but still ! finished the job and ...

FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED AND ALL THESE ARE NOT POSSIBLE WITH WEI JIE'S HELP.

ohhh and jun sian's around too~ providing some music entertainment with his cello, making unnecessary noise and adding some laughter to our boring score printing day~ =D

supposed to wake earlier and attend excellence award ceremony! SPCO got their consecutive 7 or 8 times excellence award! cheers!!! =D but .. i oversleept~ there goes my good food as the venue is at swissotel! super atas place~ and so.. we spent our next 4 hours printing and sorting the scores.

dinner with jun sian and wei jie after~. LOL. is so nerve wrecking to see someone carry a cello hard case and wiggle thru the crowd. it's totally #likeaboss.

the highlight of the day is MAHJONG after dinner @ victoria's house!! I am the biggest winner yea. HAHAH. God really bless me with lots of luck! thank God =D but we don't gamble so is simply for the fun of it! and jason, wei xiang and victoria got me shouting 'JIU MING AH' as their playing speed is imba fast.

lastly, home sweet home! since need to catch ferry early in the next morning to batam for short getaway with family! and best part is i totally forget to pack for the trip~

p/s: Life is always fair ~ since i start my ITP later, but i am busy with club matters D:

p/p/s: the awkward moment when people still ask me bout you and all i can do is to smile and laugh it off ... oh well~ =X

We Were In Love

Hwa Young's rapping is totally loved!!

EARLY

Yes, i am a early bird this morning! Woke up like 5am in the morning~ and decided to leave bed around 6am! Made myself breakfast -- a hard boiled egg and a cup of warm milo! They tasted exceedingly nice this morning~ not sure why. but am feeling sleepy now already D: should go back to sleep after i finish my 3rd job advancement in maple. LOL.

and today is a special day.. 2 march! cause is the birthdays of 2 special people in my life. LOL. it's so awesome when your best friend's birthday actually falls on the same day as ur mum right! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUM AND TIMOTHY POON =D no more words can be used to describe how important these 2 peeps are in my life. Just can't thank God enough for letting me have them with me =D

p/s: it's only now i realized that my whole life revolving around studying, doing well in school. feel so empty when school's out.. feel so 'goal-less' now.. feel so drifted away from so many things.. D: Oh Lord, please guide me from now =/ 

Angels

Angels (noun)
-one of a class of spiritual beings; a celestial attendant of God.

Can you imagine a life whereby it's full of angels? This is my life! God sent angels to my life to protect me, accompany me thru thick and thin.. whenever I fall , they will be there, reaching out their hands to me..  

Needless to say, these angels are none other than my lovely friends.. There's one... being so random shitz but never failed to make me laugh whenever I am down. I mean like every single time.. without fail! *you know who you are. HAHAHAH* 

and my lovely classmates~ i used to define classmates as people whom i do school work with and our social lives shall never intercept! but who knows, my this lovely bunch of classmates whom i called them close friends now!! Sam, Hui Jun, Darren, Jesslyn, Yi Yin, Joanne, Ashley, Chjia How! They are so selfless! =D they are really rare gems i can find in my course *competitive course and stuff*   again.. Thank God!

Blue

MY BOYS ARE BACK <3 the lyrics is so deep and meaningful!! i like the tempo of this song a lot and alot!!!

如果.

如果知道你是真心的笑了, 我也会感到很安慰 :)

孤單心事

雨下在我窗前　玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來　比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗　還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天　我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願　你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事　不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事　多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你　用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡　有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現　我還在你身邊

1 MORE DAY =D

 

Woo yea! just finished my haematology paper! and is only 9.52am! blogging now cause the next lesson which is PBL presentation is on 1pm! long long break!

and is actually the first time we are deciding where to go cause our teaching block is having fire drill later and we do not want to get stuck in the drill~

2moro last 2 papers~ biostats and clinical biochem! we have come this far! 3 days of practical test, immuno-video preparation, spider web pathway for haematology =DD i feel like nothing can put me down already. HAHAHA. so unbeatable!! All glory to God =D i am definitely not this strong if i am alone!!



time pass fast fast please~ i din bring any notes to study and i did not bring my lappy adapter~ D:














p/s: 当想你变成一种习惯，而对这习惯已感到厌倦...

Heaven

NICE SONG WITH IMBA VOICE =D


woohoo~ 3 more days to heaven ~~ My prayer is always answered! practical day 2 ... I am so surprisingly  calm! first, i see my blood agar streak is nice and clear! next, my 4 gram stains are perfect! and i can view them nicely under microscope! only my GNR.. i was not too sure since miss kwek suddenly doubt when i run 2 sets of biochemical test D: oh welllllllll !

after been through day 2 of practical day, which is the most stressful of all, i feel that i am unstoppable already! nothing that i cannot conquer! HAHAHA. 2moro is the last day and judgement day of the prac! oh well, nothing to worry.. cause this battle is never mine! is God's!! Amen =DD

让爱重生

哭泣..并不只是因为悲伤
而是感受到爱一个人是如此的美好
于是.. 察干眼泪.. 让爱重生..

lightless

I can’t smile I can’t find
I can’t stop Lightless~ 


MY FAVORITE PART: JUN HYUNG AND DONGWOON SO SHUAI <3
You are leaving
Don’t say good bye
Our memories are all going so fly
It is so far away that I can no longer reach for it
It’s getting dark
Girl it’s all lie
It feels like your will return oh
I can’t leave from this spot

the next 14 days of ...

Stone for awhile to think post title. LOL. oh well. shall leave it blank while i type this post! the next 14 days of ermmm. hell.. u called it.. is commencing soon. I know I am gonna survive it somehow cause i am never alone! i got my awesome groupmates and of course, God, My Lord to guide and shine me through the dark dark road!!

yesterday, i actually sacrificed my sleep and go school early in the morning for some cny performance. it's really very amusing as we din practice and just go for it. Upon my entry to CO room, kin wee just cant stop suan-ing me. LOL.

kin wee: woahhhhhhhhhhhhh. so rare to see u present and you are early
me: WHAT! it's either i not here or i am on time.

and i alerted everyone for nothing cause i thought i misplaced my scores when i just forget that i put on the table top. LOL D:

ahhhhhhhhhhh, med micro prac test coming up.. still have no clue for it . oh God, give me strength and knowledge to get pass it!! Amen!

okay,  i feel sleepy after lunch .. shall pig out soon @.@

hmmmm..

hmmm.. kinda true D: oh well~


p/s: should not you thank me for such a good song? LOL. *hint hint* 

猜不透

'.... 不是猜不透

  亲爱的... 我不想猜了..'

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求

越是在乎的人... 越是猜不透 

三寸天堂

停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
下一页
你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝
这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找
约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光。
那天堂是我爱过你的地方 ..

Life.. It goes on..

wanted to blog bout the busy weeks ahead during lesson but end up copy and paste my deadlines cause miss kwek walked past~ *my valentine date for 13,14, 15 due practical test* D: D:


oh well ~ what should i say?

clarification?

let it pass?

forget it?

i dunno~ only God knows the answer. i am sure God will reveal me the answer soon. ENDURE.. (standing still in His Presence!!)



p/s: stumbled upon direct messages as i attempted to change my twitter dp on web~ Another moment of 'oh well' ... nothing much i can do or say anymore ~

P..M..S

HAPPY CNY =D

okay~ this year gonna experience baby boom liao. LOL. all parents would want a dragon baby~ random much~

went Sunday service today for the cny special! Pastor Mark is super funny, but his sermon and preaching is wow! he unrevealed some hidden meaning of the Bible in Chinese character! interesting much!! after service, i wanted to try the Red Mango frozen yogurt badly! in the end it was close due to cny D: but we end up chatting outside the shop and share our prayer requests to king chi! I really hope it will come true especially that request for 2 of my closest friends =D I know God will bring them through everything! Amen!!

okay, why 'In Heaven' choose to play now? D:

Looking forward to all cny goodies and visits coming up! It will be awesome! especially those to friends' house =D we are so gonna crash ashley's place! hahah!



헤어지잔 News 이제 와서 Oops I love U 여기서 멈춰

결국 때가 왔어 보낼 때가 됐어

ready I’m ready I’m ready hey!

I really love this part of rapping from the song 'News' by Nine Muses! so determined and strong =D

NEWS

Spot this song randomly allkpop because their dance got criticized for being too sexy =X but the music and lyrics is really nice. LOL addicted already!! 

Carl's Jr!!

Even though today is a monday and we tio trolled by miss kwek, we just treated it like a friday and went marina square to enjoy the carl's jr steakhouse burger combo meat @ $7.90! #likeaboss!

and yi yin (seriously): hey, i just passed u something and u put it ur laptop bag, can u pass to me?

me: huh?! where got? (i thought smt impt to her and yet i lost it, start panicking)

*unzip lappy bag*

saw a foreign envelope, hold it up, flip it over, it's a birthday card!! I SWEAR I AM SUPER SURPRISED =O and they start singing birthday song! it's belated of course!! HAHA =D SO HAPPY! and i got a pencil case from wallet shop with cool slogans as present from them!! AHHH <3 they damn sweet la!

Shopped around~ and got super tempted to get mascara as jesslyn is getting them D: but eventually i din because i get killed by my mum with reason of wasting $! However, i went home and told my mum, she was like smiling and said 'bu hui la! i will buy for you instead' touching moment no. 2!





p/s: You been asking bout my deleted blogpost and i avoid them whenever u did.. know why? okay, firstly, i blogged them because those feelings are really strong and i have to pen them down and vent it out somewhere (and also hoping you will read them). but very often after i do so.. i regretted it.. after thinking them nights and nights, i don't wanna display how weak and helpless am i in front of you (since you will do nothing bout it?) and since those strong feelings/words subside, i might as well just removed it..

Start of another week =)

It's the start of another week! Term end fast fast! As I got no final exams (there's test =____=) ~ I wanna nua at home and relax and watch drama carefreely!



p/s: how easy is it to trigger the memories.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh D: 到底要持续多久？ 原来我的心还会痛 ...

Friday, the 13th

So.. What's with this date that make everyone super paranoid bout it? and what's with this date that everyone link their misfortune to this date? It's been quite an awesome day to me leh! Classes been quite okay, happy lunch as usual and gems end 30 mins earlier~  okay, i give up and should type point form:

1. yawnn D: want to go home sleep now. how i wish my house is just between school
2. typing this post in co room and listening to haru haru by big bang
3. learnt a lot from gems today
4. found out infatuation can last up to 18 months(i thought is max 4 months)
5. quite touched by my groupmates who took their initiative to ask me bout the gem project
6. determined NOT to do any work today
7. should spend the rest of my days watching drama
8. i really deserve a break from everything

Talking

i know none of us can actually do it... but still ~

=）

smileee!

random

haha! so do you blush easily? :)



p/s: likes walking home and pass by the church near my house! never fail to remind of His finished work when I look at the cross! Amen!

Action packed days

Another update on my action packed days ever since school starts! Same thing.. Will write them in point form..
1. Friday lesson 8am-5pm
2. Did not pon biostats (I am such a guai Kia)
3. But I pon GEMS for seminar (pon twice in this sem already)
4. Patho Discussion is quite okay
5. Awesome Mac breakfast provided by Dr Tan
6. Highness during open house when we spotted pro juniors. (the candlelight shall never die!!)
7. Attended first ever care group! (meet really awesome people like Jazlyn, Claire, Samantha, Jack, Matthew, Aristotle, Evelyn and many more)
8. 心血来潮 to help hkn for a cny performance
9. We ate a lot
10. Back to Boring open house duty
11. Beautiful Saturday gone
12. Looking forward to 2moro
13. Tear while sharing one of my request .. Reason is still the same =___=
14. So overall, you are still an idiot
15. Goodnight!!

P/s: silly~ just wanna see you again :)

Birthday + School!

So.. school has started for 3 days already! and we are reaching the end of the weekdays soon!
okay, i damn lazy to write with sentence alr, should do this post in point form:

1. i turned 19 D: old woman
2. thanks all who wished me and especially <3 those who celebrated my special day for me.
3. school's been really draining. Monday 12-6pm . Tues 9-6pm Wed 8-11am (YAY) Thurs 9-6pm, Friday, 8-3pm.  Practicals practicals D:
4. i dread blood drawing. especially veni puncture. i will faint if i try on real person.
5. patho presentation 2moro! God bless please!!
6. 10 hours of sleep in total for 3 nights , that's like my normal sleeping duration for 1 night normally D:
7. i love my class clique <3
8. looking forward to weekend but definitely not open house duty =__=
9. you are an idiot
10. nights

=)

heart sank, but still i smile =)

Awesome Start

So let me begin with the awesome start of this year 2012. No, world is not gonna end here cause God says so. LOL.

The first day of 2012 falls on Sunday, day of Sabbath! Hence.. I got some intentions to go church since I stopped for really long and I saw the 3 prayer requests for new year service but I din really mention to anyone. and yet, is this friend who came and ask me if I wanna go! and tadah, I went. LOL. It's really awesome! The songs, the sermons, the prayer request! I actually close my eyes and pray and next thing i  know, tears came down.. I was really touched.. really touched by the doings of God.. the way He sacrificed His only Son, Jesus, to take all our sufferings and sins ..

And i made my 3 prayer requests! The seeds of dream are held in my hands as I watch them manifest!! It could be as instant as the next moment! Just like what kc experienced! I somehow feel mine is coming next!! Amen! =D 

met really awesome people in my CG and all of them are from SP! so pleasant to meet them.. a really wonderful bunch of people who are in the walk together with God =D

and yea.. I actually keep all these from my mum, knowing that her strong objections of me going to church but I confessed to her today and she did not even scold me! she even asked how we spent our time in church!

What a year full of unceasing fruitfulness!!

*sorry to non-Christians but yet.. hahaha!*

HAHA, and next thing i know is .. school's starting 2moro. LOL. first thing in the morning, i received SMS from groupmate to meet up for project meeting.. feeling depressed and stuffs but wait! on second thoughts, i got remind that they are already finished!! We are to rest in His finished work!! =D so yea, bring it on! 2nd term.. which means no exams (selling for DBS research option) ! just hardcore projects and presentations! (but anti-climax part of this option) it will be all over!!

school's starting, but I will still blog regularly!! A habit that is cultivating to be part of my life ever since ..  :)

2012!

Firstly! I would like to wish everyone a very happy new year! 2011 has been a really eventful one! (shall do another post but that) but right.. LOL. My most fear 2012 is here. Thanks to the stupid movie. Cause everything seems so true to me. So I made a 2012 resolution back then when I was sec 3 or 4. I wanna be someone very useful so that my name will be on the to-save-list as they wanna retain human race with quality genes sequence (hopefully is mine) LOL. How childish and selfish, oh well!

Just spent my awesome 2012 riding in a convertible home! The night breeze is wonderful but hair got really messed up (who cares during 2.00am) awesome steamboat and k box session at brant's house with dearest friends and his family! Another everlasting friendship.. Friend I known for 5 years and forever counting on...

Right now is almost 4am. And I am up blogging using phone while charging @.@

P/s: I will only want to sleep when I am confident that I will fall asleep once my head hits my pillow. I wanna spare myself from all the thinkings