Can't Breakup Girl, Can't Breakaway Boy

This song is played as BGM when Gary let Ji Hyo off during a chase in Running Man! That scene is super epic!
http://www.epdrama.com/running-man/running-man-episode-12/4/
It starts around 10:54~ i like that part whereby Gary break off Ji Hyo's hands and said 'Hurry, go!'

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no


 I’m so busy that I feel guilty
I fill my wallet with money and make some time
Even though I don’t express my love
When I have dinner and watch a movie with you
I hope you might feel better but
I continue to be in debt to my thoughts
As I walk and tease you
it’s all a played out game
Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Hearbreak takes love and goes away.

The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby

Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Hearbreak takes love and goes away.

How nice would it be if love
was something that could be earned?
(It’s all a dream, holding your hand)
How nice would it be
if love was something to get by wanting it?
(It’s all a dream but I can’t escape)


Are men caught in love done so because of weakness?
Are men starved of love not worthy of it?
Are men that keep secrets bad men?
Why is it that love changes?

...

 

lol. i swear this is a random picture posted by random people on tumblr. but .. hahahahaha

-everybodywantstolove:

Letting go is much easier said than done. You grow to love someone and letting them go is like losing a part of you. Whenever you know you must let go because it’s what is best for you, you keep thinking of reasons to stick around. I know what I must do. It’s not going to be easy and it will take time for me to completely let go, but it’s what I need to do.

thediaryofayoungman:

When a girl loves you, no matter how much screwed up you are or no matter how many mistakes you commit, she will always be with you. No matter how stupid your actions are, she will still make things work between the both of you. I used to ask myself why girls always stay with jerks most of the time, but now, I really understand. That is why women deserve more respect, because they don’t give up on relationships easily like guys do, no matter how hard or difficult things can get. Guys could learn a few things from you ladies.

还以为

还以为自己很坚强
还以为我不会再为同一个理由伤心
还以为我不会再为你掉眼泪 ..

Brave, courage and strong

Met this new friend through another friend recently. Haha. Less than one day spent with her.. I can say she's a really brave and strong girl. The way she handles her relationship stuffs.. Is so matured.. Not to mention she's only 17.

Perhaps this mature-ness, guys of the same age will never experience it.. So this friend said something like '我没有他.. 可以的'

Such strong words .. Words i can never say if I were her. This friend really deserves my utmost respect. Definitely a good girl la! (hint to my dearest friend for 5 years)

P/s: don't think will be turning early tonight. Yes. You might live past 1/5 of 100 years but I still worry for you.. D:

P/p/s: am I dumb or what. Try all communication methods but not call and SMS. =___=

那些年

Okay, I am proud to announce I am the last few peeps who catch this movie. Awesome or not? Needless to say.

What's most interesting that I only cry when I reach home. LOL. Processor and ram getting old le ba. Need time to react to the story..
原来，两个人真心相爱的人未必能在一起。

RULE #1

RANDOM ALERT:　RULE #1 reminds me of 第一戒. Some horror movies which I watched together with friends. Probably the last horror movie which i ever watch. LOL. okay, really random much =X

Life ..

不作你的朋友

SPECIAL DISCLAIMER: THIS SONG IS JUST MEANT FOR SHARING AND DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING. LOL. It's just simply too nice and the lyrics is super wow!!  And i would like to bring everyone attention at the twist ending of this MV. awesome!! =X

原来..

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

但，
你收的干净，我也会不留一点痕迹

=)

HAHAH

i actually went school today specially to submit those instructors' claim form and next came the crazy idea to sing k~ so i proposed to Victoria and we went to sing! Karaoke @ mob is kinda okay but dont worth it if there's only 2 pax. Victoria and Anson took turns to accompany me sing and the last 15 mins, i was on my own in the super big room. LOL. mixed feeling of awesome-ness yet lonely, oh well!
this month really pass damn fast. Seeing the calendar increasing in my number, my heart got heavier D: I don't wanna turn 19 soooooooooooo sooon D:

p/s:

Randoms

found them!

Do you believe in... ?

..

I want a life without CCAs D; so sick and tired of it

this is a dare ..

Clean Room day!

LOL. okay. so i decided to create another post just for typing, i cant freaking exit that caption mode.

Anyways, my mum forced me to spring clean my room today~ Threw tons of papers (mostly Maths A and B tutorials and some modules practical module etc etc)

so.. the pictures show a 'before' my desk is cleared, it is taken after hk trip, hence it's a bit more messy than usual and an 'after' picture ~ it's like mountain reduced to hill kind of thing.

next is the shock number 1, i never knew i had sooooooo many clothes yet some i seldom or rarely wear. is only when i clear those tons of hangers off the wardrobe and i realized. oh well~ hahaha!

anw, the poke badge is so nice and exquisite right! it's made by jie ying if i am not wrong for my CO FOC when i was year 1, i still keep it till now~ memories! 

next, is an ailen book i dunno where it came from. it could be me lend/borrow/take by mistake/find it from anyone. the title looks interesting. LOL. dealing with difficult people .. hmmmm. might put into use in the future =X 

so clearing the room is an interesting experience whereby u unveil back to the past and memories start to flash back~ 

Clean room day!

Before

Shock 1

stacks of un-tear tickets from Tan Ting's ruan ensemble concert

pleasant surprise 2

pleasant surprise 3

the super thick anatomy notes. wonder how did we survive?

After

DAMN IT, I WANNA TYPE. LOL

. Okay, Apparently, i am too noob to type a blog post with pictures in between. So I have to do it in a end of text way. *this is in the caption format, wth*

Life..

can't you understand?

Miracle

Guess what? I am back from my first ever CO practice after concert. LOL. Yes, I have not touch my qin ever since concert which is almost 2 months ago =X I actually went for practice today~ So you see, miracle do happens.

But today practice is kinda demoralizing *something regarding kpop songs..* not to myself but to entire orchestra (erm.. ensemble for today) D: Post concert syndrome? It is like we are starting from zero again. Oh well, things will be better i believe =)

Feel so mentally and physically drain after practice ~

p/s: Just pray for restoration. Everything will be just fine! God bless! =)

Brain and heart

Brain: the truth is right in front of you. Hurry up or go accept it.
Heart: So what?

Epic win for my heart =____=

学不会

關於愛情，我們永遠都是新手...

留下一些帶走一些，
改變一些被改變一些
而學不會的，也許是你最堅持或最難以割捨的那些

曲Composer：林俊傑
詞Lyricist：姚若龍


p/s: 真的明白原来那早已是从前 =')

Sorry

 adjective, -ri·er, -ri·est.

1.

feeling regret, compunction, sympathy, pity, etc.: to be sorry to leave one's friends; to be sorry for a remark; to be sorry for someone in trouble.

2.

regrettable or deplorable; unfortunate; tragic: a sorry situation; to come to a sorry end.

 

*my blog is becoming more like dictionary.com*

 

 so yuppp, sorry might not be a best word to say in situation like this. yes, we might be regret; feeling unfortunate but sorry just don't help to ease everything and solve the problem. 

 

Fairy tales..

喂！

到底要逃避到什么时候? 只希望你向我坦白. 无论结果如何

Oh well

Oh well
'You say oh well to indicate that you accept a situation or that someone else should accept it, even though you or they are not very happy about it, because it is not too bad and cannot be changed.' 




other than oh well, what can i say?


p/s: I am kinda amused when my face is literally =(  LOL
ahhhhh irony D;

WOO YEA!

Finally! Everything is over *shove aside patho and med micro assignment first* 2 papers and one BIG presentation! Looks like we really stress ourselves too much and overly for this presentation! But every group did well! at least my this 11.11 wish came true *like duh* LOL

have fun with classmates after presentation for Aston and walking around Suntec~ have funny convo in the train and during lunch too~

so.. thought for the day: some guys are really quite a*shole. there's really girls i know out there who slap guys. LOL. lucky, i dont do it. LOL

原来

原来逃避真的比较容易 ...

but oh well, does not solve any of my problems~ MST and presentation giving me a great headache now ..
I dont wanna face anything other than academic right now D; 


I am so selfish, I am so sorry ..

夜的第七章

如果邪恶是首华丽残酷的乐章
它的终场 我会 亲手写上
晨曦的光风干最后一行忧伤
黑色的墨 染上安详



randomly got reminded of this song by a friend~
individual solo parts of violin, piano and cello are super (Y)

如果

如果偷哭是犯规　....

awesome!

this photograph is truly awesome! kudos to the really pro photographer!

白痴

我是真的白痴, 傻瓜，笨蛋。
我快受不了自已了...

Like a drama

原本以为这样的情节只有在电影或偶像剧出现，谁知道..

年少无知的我，曾经天真地认为这样的戏码多有趣啊, 要是发生在我身上那该多好，谁知道.. =___=

多的是你不知道的事啊~

Day by Day..

Lies..

the piano tune on replay is a bit different from the original one. so romantic, sweet but yet sour. haha



Yeah (love is pain)dedicated to all my broken hearted people.
One’s old flame, just scream my name and I’m so sick of love songs. Yeah hate damn love songs. Memento of ours… Lies!

A late night and rain falling down. I bring you back from my memories.
I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it. I take in liquor which I don’t even know how to handle trying to fill my empty heart. A day without you is too long. I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie).

Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears.
I don’t want to live anymore.
Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off. I’m going crazy in thoughts of you. I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t, that it’s all over (I’ll be right there).

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you.
I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

I dedicated my all into this song for you (other people probably don’t know).
By myself, without anyone knowing. (yeah, those words I said were lies). A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket, hey, (and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are). I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

Oh oh oh oh oh, I hope this is all a dream. Oh oh oh oh oh, because I only add up to this much.
Drop that babe, I still can’t forget you. No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah. Did the scars I gave you heal? I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

Horoscope

 i watched some hk drama 读心神探，the psychology prof said that 星座之所以准，是因为我们对号入座


so would let ur horoscope define you or rather you yourself define ur horoscope?

Love!

我爱你 你爱她 她爱她 她爱他 
你爱我 我爱他 他爱他 他爱她 
 

怎么这世界 每个人都爱别人 

不爱自己 ？