haiz

9 more mins to 12am. new day. new beginning. i dun anticipate 2moro. a school day, a monday, a day of stress.

finally i done my hmwk. is 'done' a suitable word? i only completed the subjects i am keen. all the maths and sci and comb humans. left the language. chinese and eng. i left 2 compos for eng. and alot for chinese.

mayb one day i will jus break down. i dunno which day would it be. wen ppl starting talking bout the future. i would jus say it will be a question mark whether if i am still living. i dunno why i cant even cope with such amount of stress.. i am feeling damm lousy inside out.

2moro onwards. nightmares started. no. it is no start cos it has nv end. it is just continuing after i finish the major exams. i cant wait for the exams to finish. i cant wait the day of my true freedom.



nobody understands how i feel. even you...