haiz

9 more mins to 12am. new day. new beginning. i dun anticipate 2moro. a school day, a monday, a day of stress.

finally i done my hmwk. is 'done' a suitable word? i only completed the subjects i am keen. all the maths and sci and comb humans. left the language. chinese and eng. i left 2 compos for eng. and alot for chinese.

mayb one day i will jus break down. i dunno which day would it be. wen ppl starting talking bout the future. i would jus say it will be a question mark whether if i am still living. i dunno why i cant even cope with such amount of stress.. i am feeling damm lousy inside out.

2moro onwards. nightmares started. no. it is no start cos it has nv end. it is just continuing after i finish the major exams. i cant wait for the exams to finish. i cant wait the day of my true freedom.



nobody understands how i feel. even you...

update~ update~ UPDATE

woah. my blog kinda dead now~ or shuld i say it is nv been alive~ holidays started~ but it is a holiday at all? seriously dun think so. with tons of hmwk to be done? i dun think can finish it in time =/ haiz.

mon~fri. co intensive training
fri~sun lia camp facilitating

cool holidays huh == its so wth == cant they jus gib us a break?~
hmwk~
chem~ fys, combined chem CT papers, other sch paper
phys~ fys, wkst(either one, if i decided to drop to combined)
bio~1 other sch paper 2
eng~ 6 compre papers, 2 compos (dun intend to do if not enuff time =x)
chinese~ other sch papers(half way done)
emaths~ trial exam 3 paper 1
trial exam 4 paper 1
trial exam 5 paper 1
vectors wkst
amaths~ CTE left 4 more schools paper
at the rate i am going~ dun think can finish all ~ =( will try my best no matter wad~

tats all~



if only...

update~

update update~ fri ~

had a super lame morning in sch. so called olympics day~ which is anyhow day quoted by one of teachers super funny ~ ok~ me and keting down for duty cos we naive till we thought we can escape from the mass run~ in the end. we become back marker. nid to chiong somemore == ok. nv m~ after tat tagged along with brandon to comp lab to do his debate~ we ended up watching coach cutter~ quite a nice movie~ slack till 10. went to hall for prize presentation. as usual.~ red came up again~ pathetic~

went home with rinna~ lunched. comp. audi~ till forget the time. late =x i told everyone not to be late. but i am the one who was late ~ meet up with rinna. mag . yong ji. ming yi . the liyandy couple to train to cityhall~ and to it show~ alot of things attracted me~ is cheap~ but cant bear to buy~ funny luh. we managed to walk thru the crowd and din get lost. only separate with rinna and yong ji one time

yong ji: qixin. are u trained to walk thru the crowd so quickly?

qixin: duh!

i jus squeeze thru the crowd. keep repeating sorry. excuse me. in the end left the rest behind~ rinna super poor thing. keep lost her balance~

after tat. rinna and yong ji went bak. the rest of us went to amk hub dine and pool. i din play. almost fall asleep~ went home after tat~ slp quite early~

pictures next~

2moro co full dress rehearsal @ SCO. gd luck all!

i want nobody but you..

update =D

lols.. i am bak to update my blog while timothy is helping me to figure out my emaths qns ==
nth much to blog about~ jus after CTs and receiving results~ haiz. is definitely not up to my oringnal standard. i am expecting to see some underlined score in my term 1 report slip.

okok. discussion for emaths =D

gtg =)