My parents are finally back from Malaysia... They were there to attend some kind of ritual for my late grandfather... Then that 2 days, I have to settle my own meals...entertain myself... so lonely especially when my brother are also not around at house... his school holidays are different from me... but now they are back so life are back to normal... =)
I cried quite easily nowadays... :'( Example... when i am alone... then think of the sad things that make me heart-broken... Tears then just dropped... especially at night...when i can't sleep... I am the sort of person who cannot stand loneliness... whenever i feel left out... i would show it but will also go home... go to room and cry ...
Angry and sadness... I can't really find what's the different in them... whenever i feel angry, i will feel more sad than angry ... so instead of throwing things around to cool down, i cried...
I hate this year which is full of tears...
so what if I get good result... the loneliness are always there... When God give you something, he will take back another thing in return...
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