my special chirstmas eve...

here to update... =)
few more days... school will resume as per normal... everything...everybody will wave- goodbye to those anti-stress days... oh yea... mine birthday is coming too... i will be 14 there... time to be more mature and sensible...lol..=)

haha... has a really special way of spending the chirstmas eve...
in my family, we dun hav the practices of exchanging gifts neither the practices to eat hams...logcakes... we eat streamboat outside instead... its a streamboat cum BBQ buffets.. the food is nice...price reasonable... the place is at the turf city...

so... my christmas is a damn plain one...yup...as plain as plain water..=)

and the weather is cold nowadays... caught a cold... i still need to jacket even at home cause i think the coldness is a bit unbearable...

had a new hair-cut yesterday... nothing special just make it shorter than before- shoulder length...

lastly... i jus want to say to everybody out there:
hmm...the weather is cold so keep warm, dun fall sick like me,okay? oh yea... 2007... a new year...a new dream to pursue... wish everyone to have a smooth and lucky year!! work hard guys and gals..=D =))

Trip to Thailand...

Back in Singapore a week from Thailand an Malaysia... I really enjoyed my holidays!! But i missed the red cross camp and 2 chinese orchestra training becos of that... its okay bah, i think... For CO, i will practise more to catch up but for red cross, i dun really think of it... now trying all means to quit it... I heard from my friends that those ppl who nv turn up for the camp, can't promote next year... quite ridiculous...i think... that makes me hate this CCA... =(
okay...okay... let's not talk bout all tis unhappy thing...
30/11~5/12
Highlights of the holidays:
First Day
Set off to Malaysia, Butterworth via second link bout 9.00pm
Reach the hotel bout 7.00 am the next day...
Rest a while... Take breakfast and then go back to our rooms...
Lend a car from the relatives there and off to Penang where is jux nearby...
Then visit from relatives there...(remarks: I am half-malaysian and my father is malaysian so yea... but now he is holding a singapore passport...)
Return hotel to rest for the day...

Second day
Buy tickets for coach to Thailand, Hai yat...
reach there 3 hours later...
check in a 5-stars hotel which we make reservation eariler online(remarks:the rooms is not bad expect you can smell some kind of smell like lemongrass... you can smell it everywhere in Thailand mayb becos of the food(tom yam) there...)
Rest awhile then go for shopping!!! Buy quite a lot of things for myself and a little tokens for my friends... Then dinner...(remarks: the food is really terrible...)
rest....

Third day
we stay 2 night in Thailand...
breakfast buffet at the hotel cafe...
Hail a taxi to the market for more shoppings...(remarks: the taxi there is different from ours... its not like a car... i can't describe it..)
Buy more things but those things are for eating...
Have a room service lunch(remarks: even its a 5 stars hotel but their charges is quite low...)
resting....
shop in shopping centre.. the prices there is higher...
Dinner... taste better den the prevous...
Sleep...

forth day
breakfast buffet
shop to spend all the thai dollars cos going back to Singapore soon
Check out
Rent a van to the airport there...
board the plane...
reach singapore 1 and a half hour later...

HOME SWEET HOME

update~

WARNING: THIS ENTRY IS GOING TO BE A LONG ONE

Long long time never update le... I can say that this week is the busiest week I had in my life.... so busy that i rarely stay at home... Reasons being that I had prefects' camp, CO trainings and red cross footdrill training... all this crash together... i had made it in both prefects' and CO but not red cross... oh yes... my class for next year is 2 aspire... which means i stay in e1 class... yes!! but some good friends are not in the same class as me... ='(

Prefects~
A 3days 2 night camp... remarks: I totally enjoyed myself... experienced and learnt lots of thing i never encountered before... I had lots of great fun...
Food~ it is very ironic... the food getting better as time goes by...
1st day
lunch~ have it at Orchid Country Club... very sticky and quite sour Bee hoon... OMG... what's that? i said to myself when i open the container cover... force myself to finish at least half of it.. then dump it...
Dinner~ Get better a bit... rice with curry chicken and vegetables... many ppl said its spicy but i dun feel a thing...oh forget to mention... i can take chilli.. yes... a lots of them... not those big and fat ones... they are tasteless... but chilli pati... small but spicy...
Supper~ sandwich, curry puff, vegetable wrap... hmm... Good~
2nd day
breakfast~ not too bad... but the amount is wrong... it's nasi lemak... who can take such a heavy breakfast?
lunch~ nasi beryani... oh is the spelling right? its the indian yellow rice with curry and chicken or mutton... good too...
dinner~ chicken rice... nice...but also never finish it
supper~ chicken pie, muffin and forget still got what...
3rd day
Breakfast~Milo, biscuit...

Games
its very fun and challenging!!!! went for treking too...

Campfire
OMG!! its the best campfire i had... I was very 'high' until i lost the real me!!! cos its fun!!!! cheer the loudest i ever had!!! dance to the craziest i never try before!!! i even suspect mayb some ppl put some kind of drug in my dinner!!!

Bathing
I was first four who bathed... and there is four bathing rooms.. that mean i need not to wait for my turn!!!

What i liked bout this camp: NO CAMP FEE IS NEEDED UNLIKE OTHER CAMPS... AND THE FOOD QUALITY IS GOOD... AND ITS A 100% LEISURE CAMP... CAN SLACK A LOT ALSO NO BODY WILL CARE!!!!! =DDDD

After that HOME SWEET HOME

Chinese orchestra( CO)
practising really hard... finally can see some good result when teacher praised us.. =)

that's all...

~update...

here to update... Holidays are so boring to me... Thinking that it will be fun but it turns out totally opposite... So many ppl birthdays nowadays, wallet have a very very big hole already... my precious $$$... fly away... =(

Bought the korean drama~ Princess Hours already... been watching it... that's the reason why i hav not been blogging... it is a very funny and touching show especially the last disc... now that i have finished watching, dun need to watch it on channel u with so many commerial break... =)

Stuggling to join *CO anot.... One friend sae very tough others sae very good... I heard sum news that make me have a second thought joining it... Join or not... after i joined it, there is a great possiblity to quit my current CCA...

Look forward to 20/11 and prefects' camp... the time i can spent with my nice prefect seniors gal... they are so nice and sweet...

My timetable for the week:
Sat 11/11 Attend friend's birthday party
Sun 12/11 Resting
Mon 13/11 Sec 1 Higher mother tongue gathering 2006
Tue 14/12 My first CO training (remarks: should i turn up or not)

If I joined Co, the rest for the days should be ocuppied with the training and of cos my WORST NIGHTMARE~ RED CROSS FOOTDRILL TRAINING... luckily... Co training and prefects' camp crash with it... so i only need to attend one of the footdrill training...

CO refers to Chinese Orchestra(the short form)

Okay...
that's all...
till next time...

~update...

My parents are finally back from Malaysia... They were there to attend some kind of ritual for my late grandfather... Then that 2 days, I have to settle my own meals...entertain myself... so lonely especially when my brother are also not around at house... his school holidays are different from me... but now they are back so life are back to normal... =)

I cried quite easily nowadays... :'( Example... when i am alone... then think of the sad things that make me heart-broken... Tears then just dropped... especially at night...when i can't sleep... I am the sort of person who cannot stand loneliness... whenever i feel left out... i would show it but will also go home... go to room and cry ...

Angry and sadness... I can't really find what's the different in them... whenever i feel angry, i will feel more sad than angry ... so instead of throwing things around to cool down, i cried...

I hate this year which is full of tears...
so what if I get good result... the loneliness are always there... When God give you something, he will take back another thing in return...

~update

Quite a long time no update le.... Busy managing my friendster account... you can add me or view my profile... i have link it up at the link section....

Many things happened tis few days... Things that made me happy, sad, heart-broken, angry, surprise....

Thing that made me happy: I did quite well for my EOY and the year overall result... My effort had really paid off... :)

Thing that made me sad/heart-broken/angry/surprise : Got some friendship problem... Break my heart thoroughly... hope tis person will see... its like no matter what you done for him or her the person would never appreciate... Some things you can't really see with your eyes but heart...
For the surprise part: its a secret...

No hard feelings...no need to think too much or read between the lines... it is just a general message...
My message for all: Friends are trustworthy or not, really depends on your luck... Bad luck... meet a friend who only stay with you to gain your advantages... Good luck... meet a friend who stand by you even when you are in trouble, never leave you alone...


That'all,
Qixin....heartbroken...

My results...

hmm...quite happy with my current results...
Literature, science, maths, higher chinese, chinese and english... Got some A1s, 1 A2, B3...

Haix...english is the worst... so sad... :( but the rest is okay especially my science and literature manage to do quite well... Maths and chinese maintained... Higher chinese improved... The rest of the subjects is unknown...

Yesterday, 18/10
My house almost got in flame... My mother was ironing my brother's uniform...then dunno why the wires of the iron caught fire... Then my mother quickly turned off the electric supply... Luckily, the flame also gone off as well... Thinking what if the uniform is changed to my red cross uniform, will it burn it up? Transform into npcc uniform?(from white to dark colour) After this incident, my fear of ironing increased as I hurt my hand a litte while ironing my own red cross uniform...so...hopefully the usage of the uniform will stay as now: only use once in a blue moon...

That's all...

Look forward to 'good' result bah...

Exams are finally over!!!

Exams are FINALLY over!!! I have regained my freedom!! The books are ready for the trash bins...meaning they are useless to me now!!
Maths Paper2~Quite okay...should be able to make it...
2moro is a marking day which means HOLIDAYS!!! Still thinking how to spend it...Now that exams are over, i should be updating my blog daily...

Today~
After the last paper,went home... Eat late breakfast or early lunch after that rest a while...then bath and then sleep... I love sleeping...it is a good pastime especially for ppl such as me who dun hav any recreational activities other than going out with friends,reading and studies... So...yup...sleep bah... Sleep, sleep, sleep from 2pm until 5.30pm...

Thinking that at night can't get to sleep if you think so...you are TOTALLY wrong...I can still have sweet dreams even when i sleeps lot in the daytime... Especially after UG training, i can sleep for more than 14 hours...so in others words UG is something like sleeping pills to me...(sorry,ma'ams...I let u all down ;))
Whenever i hav training...sleepless should wave 'bye-bye' to me..

Remember: Trustworthy is something rare that you would not find easily...so if you really find it..then good luck to you bah... I still try my best to find it...seeing some hopes...

That's all...

2moro last paper le...

2moro last paper le... Maths paper 2... Hope that it will be easy =)
Wish me luck bah...worry bout my exams' result...

That's all...

update~

Here to update...

Exam period here, so busy nowadays... Exams are like hell but Monday is my last paper- Math paper 2...after that I am free!! But I am also very sad as after exams, cca will resume... I just escape from red cross then in no time, i have to go back...

My exam situation:
English~crazily difficult, rumors has it that half of e1 class failed badly even one of us is the lowest in the whole sec 1 level... ;(

Chinese and Higher Chinese Papers 1 and 2~quite ok...fairly have the confidence...should be okay bah :)

Math Paper 1 and 2~ Paper 1 ok, paper 2 haven't take...Pray hard that it will be easy...

Science~ have the confidence to probably do well...

Literature and D&T~should not be a problem...

History and Geography~ History not bad but Geog a bit difficult...

I am worry bout my eng as I wish to stay in e1 classes...am quite ambitous lah... Eng is the key subject...can't afford to fail...
That's all...

My goal is there.... I am reaching....

oh my god...its so difficult...

Yesterday
The EOY english paper 2 is so difficult especially the summary which has the most marks... OH MY GOD! What should i do? English so important, I can't afford to fail... :(
So got to work hard for other papers to make up for it... must really jia you(work hard)le... But how to add oil when you find that's leaking everytime...lol...

Today
The chinese papers 1 and 2 are quite okay but no absolute confidence... Oh my EOY, i had a bad feeling, i will not do well... Hope it is not true...:'(


Stress....tired.....
Really hope that I will fall in deep sleep and never wake up for the whole century...

busy,busy,busy...

What a busy week for me.... tests, homework, assignments are raining down like wat... One day got two tests... Haha still able to manage my time well... Today, no red cross training... a bit not used to it as training will not change despite the heavy rain or should I say it will not change despite earthquake or tsunami... haha although it is not the case but that's what is going on... The NCOs are so 'high' even after a day of tiring lesson...on the other hand, my body is with them but my soul fly home and sleep liao...

yesterday

haha... Miss Chong was on medical leave... so another teacher came in and gave homework... Her english is a bit 'off-tune' so my whole class sort of laughed at her... I tried to control it then bell ring laughed until crazy... I know it is very bad lah... so sorry... It must have hurt the teacher's heart. As for the name, I think i will not expose... You all must thought e1s students must be clever and hardworking, right? You are totally wrong! Those hardworking one is only less than half and many have ap-attitude problem... Then after that went to Studio R and updated the prefects' lockbook... Just trying to browse through who has been booked, saw some good friends' names, they asked me who booked them or they have been booked anot but I can't tell them...

I don't have the heart to book anyone unless they have commited serious offences liked challenging me despite the warnings so the person name will appear in the book, I will make sure... We can't never book finish ppl because almost half the school break school rules such as alter skirt till very short, hair overlength never plait,boys' hair combed liked birdnest... some people close to me, even they have commited mistakes, I will try to pretend i never see... You may say I am useless or even cruel... Prefects is never a easy job---enemies of the whole school...

That's all...

Tired...

UG training yesterday

Fall in late because of the poetry competition, some ma'ams wronged me... cannot explain as no time and of the tiredness... After when to do the evaluation theory test... most questions knew to do but no confidences of passing... Haha, ready to retake it. Then do physical training-ran around the school but still haven't died only left half a life only... My 'favourite'(the opposite) footdrill is the next... learned few new commands... All the malay words sounded so alien to me but learning to adapt it... Finally dismissed!! Go home happily and forgot to ask the level head whether got mark my attendence anot... I got missed 1 attendence because of MC but in fact, I got go... The ma'am record wrongly, I go tell the other ma'am still no changes... :(

EOY is coming...must got to work hard le... So tired nowadays... Especially yesterday after UG training, I got home at about 6pm then bath and eat... Got really tired about 7.30pm, thinking that I would just take a nap. Who knows I will sleep until 12.30pm the next day! About 16 hours... oh my god! I broke my personal record... Maybe I am really exhausted in and out...

Here to update...

2 months never update already... Ocuppied with school works and projects.
Oh yea...forgot to mention it... there should a entry before this... the date is 8/4/2006... The reason I deleted the entry as I think it is all rubbish.... :)

8/9
Went out with my former chinese teacher Zhuo Lao Shi... Miss her very much... She have not changed a bit, still so caring and loving as before... She is a really good teacher but dunno why I can't have the chance to let her teach me... She treated us pizza hut, can you guess how much is the bill? it is $99.97... She is so generous... Then we treated her take neoprints and a cake cost $17.58...still can't compared to the sum she treated us... Then she has work to do, we bid farewell after that...

10/9
Yesterday went to Orchard to support International Red Cross Charity Bazzar at Royal Thai Embassy with my best friend. From Woodlands to Orchard, you know. Although my father fetched us there but it's still very far. Plus Orchard is a unfamiliar place to us, I very scared I would lost my way! Then reached there, saw my ma'ams. Their expressions also wouldn't surprise one... I came all the way from Woodlands leh... After that, I bought the cookies and muffins they made. I tried a sample from a sir and its liked not crispy at all... But still bought... I took out $5, gave them, expected changes but just ending up buying 6 packets. I am a bit angry at the point of time but then later... come to think of it... never mind lah for charity what... its okay:) They tasted not too bad especially the only 1 packet of cookies, it is very crispy. Finally finished all... Then went to McDonald with my best friend above the MRT station. Eat finish liao still buy takeaways for my ma'ams... 1 large fries and 1 medium twister fries cost $5.30...should be enough for them, I think.... the money shared with my bestie(Hui Teng)... Then delievered to them... still the same... their expressions are as COOL as ever... just said thank you, bye bye oso never said then started eating or maybe they got said but I never hear... My friend and I then leave sadly... :(