A happy day?

Yay~ a happy day (24 Feb) I supposed ? =D 1. Maths paper over! ( 2 down, 2 more to go) 2. Cupwalker ! Milk tea with pudding and pearl. 3. Ermmm. Chats with awesome friends 4. Dinner with darlings later on =D Hope everything will be fun~ p/s : I off my lappy earliest ever in my record today! Haha ~ due to a good friend ah =D P/p/s: believe in your own feelings more yea! think of the consequences. But still I have no rights in interfering~ is your choice. Will support whatever your decision friend ! =D

harsh reality

Sometimes we just have to admit that poly isn't the best time of our life.

开心

已忘了真正的开心与甜蜜是什么滋味。

thoughts

Look forward to the day when you can tell me your thoughts face to face. Vice versa.

friend

Is okay. Been telling myself.. No matter how close are you. U are ONLY just a friend .. ..

Life has been..

Life has been so great now, right here.. this moment..

真希望把时间锁住。

2011

If only everyday is as awesome as today =)

testing~

Testing testing~ trying to blog using iPhone app~ Haha! Okay! This works! Hmmm. Finally an update after so long! Been really busy over school work and cca! 2moro will be the prep camp of Spco bonding camp 2010. Hope everything will go well. And as a great friend said, is okay if the games failed and stuff. As long as we reach our goals: having fun! Let's just hope so~ Anyways, the weather is just so cooling now! I have packed my stuff and am all ready to go =) mixed feeling of excited, nervous and stress! P/s : a rainbow after a downpour =)

the 170th entry!

my 170th entry!

hmmm, nice song playing now: Love the way you lie *just randomly clicking it, it's a youtube link posted on fb, sounds nice =D*

okay.. to begin with.. I am proud to say I have a screwed up life now. Surrounded by screwed up work, screwed up people with screwed up mind. Perhaps not them who are screwed, is me instead. Whatever it is, I will wave goodbye to the above life after this yr. This year please be over soon ~

So, things screwing up my life will be the datelines, upcoming reports, presentation and stuff

Oh yea! I chose my options already! Hope can get it! The Biomedical Research Option! Reasons i chose it : I want to be happy, be my ownself back, do something I like instead of following the crowd and leave ________________________ alone.

I think is suffocating to keep something in my heart anymore. Just till next year, but I dun think I can tolerate till then..

p/s: Sometimes, I just think being alone is better den.......

year 1 sem TWO!

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Time really amazingly surprisingly FLIES. It literally does! I am now in the phase of yr 1 sem TWO! Nothing change much, still that considerably huge amount of stress, workload plus my TWO cca commitment got higher~ SO EGGCITING! -____-

Same thing, standing a forked route.. What should I choose? But I am sure regardless of we choose, if we work hard, it will all lead to a single path - path of success! I believe all of us can meet there after 2 years even though we are spilt apart...

Sometimes... being busy is great.. It will never give you the extra time of thinking SOMETHING/someone elses.. Kinda like such action-packed life~

and also, I think I am used to it already.. It does not hurt anymore even though I feel i am not included in some ways or others~ is okay~ perhaps, it is just not worth it..

gonna sleep soon and carry on with my busy schedule~
pls give all the motivation and energy to carry on.. ~

Post Exams Activities

Oh well~ Exams are over. So what are the post exams activities i planned for myself? Actually nothing much, but the list goes like this:

1. get sufficient sleep everyday *duhh, like so easy*

2. outings *provided I gt unlimited amt of $*

3. volunteer work *just basically going for my another cca, rotaract*

4. eat good food *been craving for steamboat buffet*

5. sort out my mind *yes, a lot of things need to be sorted out and throw away*

All sorts of things happened nowadays. Sad and happy. Just one bottomline, what you see may not be true. I just realise people around me can portray themselves really well. kudos to them. Thou I can but I sucks at it. Emotions will just write all over my face and speeches =/

Is 2.53am now. The time when thoughts come running in. Sometimes, I questioned myself, 'why are things like that but not the other way round.'

and sometimes, knowing too much things may not be good. And it's even worst when you can't tell others about it.

HURRAY =D

Hurray! Exams are over! The time of 吃饭，睡觉，打滚滚 is here!

Oh well, so.. every paper was quite okay. But then not as confident as MST =/

Had lunch with classmates at soup spoon vivo! I am now missing the chicken wrap~ So nice ~

oh gosh, hungry =X

Plan for the holiday : Nothing~ maybe working? or slacking? haha =D

哎呀呀，我的宝贝~要你知道你最美~

relax!

relax the whole night yesterday!

and did a mask just now! it's really good! my skin feel much hydrated now! Thanks Cassia for the mask u bought from Korean!

and finally I saw some light for Statistics!

is 谈情说案time now! =D It's already 1.42am already, time flies~

EXAMS =D

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah HO! IT'S EXAMS TIME =D gosh, why am I so high! I guess I am not so normal anymore after I entered this course! I am sure people with agree are Christine, Timothy, Brant, Rinna! I have lost my basic sense. LOL. Cant even dy/dx seahorse( hai ma) and hippo (he ma)

Just had my first ever paper, CP 2042 BASIC IMMUNOLOGY. Take note of the word 'basic', it's really basic of immunology but definitely not really 'basic' for the ones who are studying. Yes.. We studied for like 3 nights and the test turned to be 45mins and is .. I must say.. difficult =/ MCQ was pawnage. Cytokines-related question a big ? above my head. Ms Joanne said it's ONLY 20% but it mean a lot to us yea! So there goes my first paper -_____-

Oh well, just have to work hard for the rest of the papers. Is EXAMS not just tests anymore.

Tue 31/8

was evg teachers' day celebration! not a lot of people went back. Only manage to catch up with our all time favourite teachers namely Mr Tan LS , Mrs Chew not forgetting the celebrity of 4

aspire 09, MR GOH POH MIN =D Everyone is still the same. The same smile and the same attitude, cant simply love them more =D Oh well, secondary days are just the days whereby we cherish most. Can never go back, but it's worth to remember for the rest of our lives.

Friends and teachers who made an impart on our lives..

went to TP to enjoy the food which Brant and Rinna kept talking about! IT'S REALLY GOOD AND CHEAP =D Chit chat a bit and Brant drove us home! It's really cool to know friends who drives! IT'S SO CONVENIENCE =D

SO, FASTER GO LEARN HOW DRIVE OKAY? =D Mr Poon! =D

the ugly truth

okay, within minutes,

I realize one ugly truth of humans. Selfishness. Is not like i am not selfish. yes, i am. i admit. but just now i actually realize one's selfishness can actually cause a great deal of hurt to others. So the bottomline is, yes, is normal to be selfish and u can be selfish all you want, but.. take some time to look back, what have you to done in the process and who have u hurt in the process.

so now it totally knock me to my senses, i am all alone in that place, no one's there to help me when i fall.

all i have.. is myself..

stay strong..

looking back.. so karma and retribution, how truth can it be?

Family ♥

Celebrated my brother's birthday days back! HAPPY 23 BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!

*gosh, he will never sees this* hopes he find a da sao for me soon! and hopes that da sao demand a pet dog from him and he will buy it and we can have a dog in our house! *ahhhh, my wishful thinking*

we celebrated with him together with relatives at some hotel buffet dinner~ the food not too bad but choice kinda limited! Lots of family shot taken! but lazy to upload ~ next time ba! i realise i never take photos with my family that frequently! hence i will treasure the existing shots a lot!

SO.. WE HAVE COME TO THE LAST WEEK OF YOG BREAK! have you people been studying? THE ANSWER IS NO FOR TAN TING AND XU RONG! hahah! =X

i have not been studying too often as well -____- reasons being going out and slacking too frequently! so this one last week will be mugging time for me!! =D

and and and~ now is falling sick season! due to the weather i guess! Take care and get well soon eh! if not go see doctor! U CANT ALWAYS RELY ON UR OWN IMMUNE SYSTEM, thou i learn it as a system which is very zai but still it will fail one. YES, I AM REFERRING TO YOU! TIMOTHY! take care yea? =D

SAME THING GOES TO XURONG -____- din noe u so weak one. nv m, u gt wang cai comfort you~ And do rmb to study yea? =D

okok, one last chapter for today waiting for me! JIA YOUS TO ALL WHO IS MUGGING ESPECIALLY 1A/01 =D

pause to ponder

CHANGE BLOGSKIN =D I love it soooooo much =D

okok! time to stop and ponder! I was discussing 'past' with a friend.

The question is: would you rather go back to the past or enjoy the present and look forward to the future?

My answer: Nope, I would not want to go into the past. Be it the enjoyable or sad stuff, I would not want to experience all over it again. As in, such one-time experiences are just sufficient for me. Instead, I look forward to future! As whenever I tried to look back, all I could see was just the stupid and foolish me and how much I regret over things I had or I should have done.

p/s: anyone who saw this post! do ur mind sharing ur views with me? I will be a great listening ear! =D

a very entertained day!

OKAY, i finally completed the whole liar game series by going to the cinema to watch LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE! the movie was okayyyyyy . As compared to the drama, it is slightly of lower standard. Perhaps the movie was a bit lengthy (137 mins), that's why i don't like it so much.

and thanks ppl like tan ting, wen qiang and king chi to watch the drama(20 epis! ), read the manga (countless page! ) and read up on wiki(very lengthy info!) respectively so that they will know what's happening during the final stage - GARDEN OF EDEN.

i hope u guys namely, wen qiang, victor, xu rong, king chi, ziyi, rui xiang, tan ting, jie ying and wei jie *in order of the sitting arrangement, LOL* enjoyed the movie!!

after that all of us got really obsess with the movie! we started to have role play and keep playing with the storyline! jie ying's joke of hiding the apples. king chi said victor look like akiyama and the white hair; green eye guy! FUNNY TTM!

'Deception is the name of the game' - LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE

okay, right next will be the joke of the day -_______- we went to watch a not-so-fantastic concert == i am soooooooooo entertained by rui xiang joke of ling ling and bling bling, DAMN FUNNY. ermm, was some kind of inside jokes!

ytd was fri the 13 plus 7th month! SOMEONE WHO KEEP SCARING ME. FUNNY AH? SMILE SOMEMORE LA. GRADUATE FROM SMILING SCHOOL AH? *it is obvious who was that*

motivation to study! please keep following me! i just lose you every now and then! -___-

none other than random!

Finding a suitable skin is sooooooooooo troublesome! Should do it some other days!

Looking forward to thurs: SHF volunteer briefing with rachelle and shaun

fri : concert at SCH with those same old peeps ! =D