Do you believe in... ?

..

I want a life without CCAs D; so sick and tired of it

this is a dare ..

Clean Room day!

LOL. okay. so i decided to create another post just for typing, i cant freaking exit that caption mode.

Anyways, my mum forced me to spring clean my room today~ Threw tons of papers (mostly Maths A and B tutorials and some modules practical module etc etc)

so.. the pictures show a 'before' my desk is cleared, it is taken after hk trip, hence it's a bit more messy than usual and an 'after' picture ~ it's like mountain reduced to hill kind of thing.

next is the shock number 1, i never knew i had sooooooo many clothes yet some i seldom or rarely wear. is only when i clear those tons of hangers off the wardrobe and i realized. oh well~ hahaha!

anw, the poke badge is so nice and exquisite right! it's made by jie ying if i am not wrong for my CO FOC when i was year 1, i still keep it till now~ memories! 

next, is an ailen book i dunno where it came from. it could be me lend/borrow/take by mistake/find it from anyone. the title looks interesting. LOL. dealing with difficult people .. hmmmm. might put into use in the future =X 

so clearing the room is an interesting experience whereby u unveil back to the past and memories start to flash back~ 

Clean room day!

Before

Shock 1

stacks of un-tear tickets from Tan Ting's ruan ensemble concert

pleasant surprise 2

pleasant surprise 3

the super thick anatomy notes. wonder how did we survive?

After

DAMN IT, I WANNA TYPE. LOL

. Okay, Apparently, i am too noob to type a blog post with pictures in between. So I have to do it in a end of text way. *this is in the caption format, wth*

Life..

can't you understand?

Miracle

Guess what? I am back from my first ever CO practice after concert. LOL. Yes, I have not touch my qin ever since concert which is almost 2 months ago =X I actually went for practice today~ So you see, miracle do happens.

But today practice is kinda demoralizing *something regarding kpop songs..* not to myself but to entire orchestra (erm.. ensemble for today) D: Post concert syndrome? It is like we are starting from zero again. Oh well, things will be better i believe =)

Feel so mentally and physically drain after practice ~

p/s: Just pray for restoration. Everything will be just fine! God bless! =)

Brain and heart

Brain: the truth is right in front of you. Hurry up or go accept it.
Heart: So what?

Epic win for my heart =____=

学不会

關於愛情，我們永遠都是新手...

留下一些帶走一些，
改變一些被改變一些
而學不會的，也許是你最堅持或最難以割捨的那些

曲Composer：林俊傑
詞Lyricist：姚若龍


p/s: 真的明白原来那早已是从前 =')

Sorry

 adjective, -ri·er, -ri·est.

1.

feeling regret, compunction, sympathy, pity, etc.: to be sorry to leave one's friends; to be sorry for a remark; to be sorry for someone in trouble.

2.

regrettable or deplorable; unfortunate; tragic: a sorry situation; to come to a sorry end.

 

*my blog is becoming more like dictionary.com*

 

 so yuppp, sorry might not be a best word to say in situation like this. yes, we might be regret; feeling unfortunate but sorry just don't help to ease everything and solve the problem. 

 

Fairy tales..

喂！

到底要逃避到什么时候? 只希望你向我坦白. 无论结果如何

Oh well

Oh well
'You say oh well to indicate that you accept a situation or that someone else should accept it, even though you or they are not very happy about it, because it is not too bad and cannot be changed.' 




other than oh well, what can i say?


p/s: I am kinda amused when my face is literally =(  LOL
ahhhhh irony D;

WOO YEA!

Finally! Everything is over *shove aside patho and med micro assignment first* 2 papers and one BIG presentation! Looks like we really stress ourselves too much and overly for this presentation! But every group did well! at least my this 11.11 wish came true *like duh* LOL

have fun with classmates after presentation for Aston and walking around Suntec~ have funny convo in the train and during lunch too~

so.. thought for the day: some guys are really quite a*shole. there's really girls i know out there who slap guys. LOL. lucky, i dont do it. LOL

原来

原来逃避真的比较容易 ...

but oh well, does not solve any of my problems~ MST and presentation giving me a great headache now ..
I dont wanna face anything other than academic right now D; 


I am so selfish, I am so sorry ..

夜的第七章

如果邪恶是首华丽残酷的乐章
它的终场 我会 亲手写上
晨曦的光风干最后一行忧伤
黑色的墨 染上安详



randomly got reminded of this song by a friend~
individual solo parts of violin, piano and cello are super (Y)

如果

如果偷哭是犯规　....

awesome!

this photograph is truly awesome! kudos to the really pro photographer!

白痴

我是真的白痴, 傻瓜，笨蛋。
我快受不了自已了...

Like a drama

原本以为这样的情节只有在电影或偶像剧出现，谁知道..

年少无知的我，曾经天真地认为这样的戏码多有趣啊, 要是发生在我身上那该多好，谁知道.. =___=

多的是你不知道的事啊~

Day by Day..

Lies..

the piano tune on replay is a bit different from the original one. so romantic, sweet but yet sour. haha



Yeah (love is pain)dedicated to all my broken hearted people.
One’s old flame, just scream my name and I’m so sick of love songs. Yeah hate damn love songs. Memento of ours… Lies!

A late night and rain falling down. I bring you back from my memories.
I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it. I take in liquor which I don’t even know how to handle trying to fill my empty heart. A day without you is too long. I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie).

Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears.
I don’t want to live anymore.
Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off. I’m going crazy in thoughts of you. I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t, that it’s all over (I’ll be right there).

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you.
I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

I dedicated my all into this song for you (other people probably don’t know).
By myself, without anyone knowing. (yeah, those words I said were lies). A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket, hey, (and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are). I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

Oh oh oh oh oh, I hope this is all a dream. Oh oh oh oh oh, because I only add up to this much.
Drop that babe, I still can’t forget you. No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah. Did the scars I gave you heal? I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

Horoscope

 i watched some hk drama 读心神探，the psychology prof said that 星座之所以准，是因为我们对号入座


so would let ur horoscope define you or rather you yourself define ur horoscope?

Love!

我爱你 你爱她 她爱她 她爱他 
你爱我 我爱他 他爱他 他爱她 
 

怎么这世界 每个人都爱别人 

不爱自己 ？

朋友

喂~ 别让关心你的人担心好吗？ 都几岁了？ 快振作起来吧！ :)

Joke

Okay~ I cant stand it anymore -______- feel that I am such a joke. Oh well ~ time to sleep ~ Good luck to all research peeps having immuno test 2moro~

God Bless! Amen =))

三个字

Randomly browse the newspaper and came across this~ kinda interesting and touching? hahahah

Less 'Me' , More 'We'

less denominating, less 'me/I', more 'we' and you will be happier~ 

it's killing me

Reason to sleep

maybe that's why i like sleeping so much? =)

Everything happens for a reason

Cleansing Cream

song with interesting title but mv with deep meanings .. I don't get it until i read the comments from other viewers D;


'The two sisters represent one person; younger sister is the weak and emotional side of hers. The older sister is the strong side she tried to present. She covered her face with makeup to hide her emotion and sadness over a memory of the guy who left her. Seeing her 'younger sister' being obsessed with the memory makes her angry. She is so mad at the little sister at the end of the video- meaning she felt angry at herself for being weak.'

Hey you!

Hey you! How are you? *stupid question to ask since it's only been a day* but you know so much things can happen for this 24 hours~

so yup! Though i don't know what you are going through but it seems like a tough one and just wanna tell u , a pair of listening ears is always here for you =)

it's kinda hurts me when u are bottling everything to yourself D; perhaps you don't trust me enough to share your problems with me? *your horoscope blah blah blah* hahah. will wait till you are ready

So cheers okay! if will not deteriorate your health and makes u age even faster and that's the time u need go nursing home already. LOL 


sincerely,

me,
your dearest friend =D

11.11

Will not bother to spot it again~ Till i find another reason to do so =D

Perhaps you have already found your new reason to keep spotting it?

Good luck to both of us! HAHA 

3 words

What's the 3 words you wanna hear from me most?

I can tell you now and it's probably the 3 words u wanna hear most...

 I give up ..


okay, sounds so crude -_______- let's be friends sound nicer. LOL


yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ boring Sunday D; still havent settle muthu case study's presentation 2moro D; I should just stop waking during A.M. on a weekend~ it's the only 2 days to sleep in man @.@

tell me =)

but still, i am ever ready to listen to you, should there be one day you would like to talk =)

Cry Cry

Like a red rose, you pierced me with thorn-like words

Like a tattoo, you carve in deeper the more I try to forget you

Cry cry, can’t you see the music

Hot like fire, you’re ma boy

Baby can’t you see that look at my eyes

Look at my eyes that are in sorrow, uh uh

Hotter than the red sun, you loved me, don’t make me cry

Like an addiction, I miss and miss you again

Like a prison, you must have imprisoned me in you

Deep in your eyes

Baby can`t you see that look at my eyes
Look at my eyes that are in sorrow

Hotter than the red sun, you loved me, don’t make me cry

Ah Ah, please don’t leave me

I don’t believe that you’re gonna come back

Hotter than the red sun, you loved me, don’t make me cry

coma

Apparently, there's still people out there who cares if i am in coma or not since i MIA the whole night when i just mentioned i went napping only. LOL

turns out i was just sleeping through out the night D; look how tired am I..






p/s: seems like I am able to do it, but still .. i cant .. 

秘密花園

當回憶放得下一整座隱蔽的樂園
那常是過往的人一個心願
顏色迷幻得令我忘情只顧去探險
越放手 越讓你 越遙遠

究竟幸福還在還是你走得不明顯
只能憑直覺將那一天重建
直到看夜空出現漩渦雲層和雨點
才明白 暴風雨 已預演

秘密花園 是第一現場
你藏了鑰匙困在裡頭療傷
可以笑我瘋狂 備好手掌
擦干你淚濕臉龐
無論你原不原諒 （不多想）

怪我太木訥看不透你起霧的雙眼
猜你會在哪裡看橘色的天
直到能察覺同樣的風撫過我的臉
就是我 在乎你 的誓言

是拳頭拆不去的無形大海
你給得應該 我等是活該
可我只要你回來

Sign

숨이 가파 Mayday
맘이 아파 Mayday
시간은 또 Tic Toc 흘러만 가 Tic Toc
들리니 내 Sign, Sign

Dream

I still dream of you...  


'don't get kidnap!'

'don't worry, i am safe as long as you are not anywhere near me~'


'I am not near you, that's why is dangerous'


sounds familiar? haha

..

Take a deep breathe and tell myself it's okay =)



Goodnight my dear ....

Random

If ..

One day.. if ..

technology is high and we can ply open human bodies and it's painless, no blood will flow out *most importantly* and they will still be alive after the process ..

I just wanna ply open your brain and heart to see what you thinking, know how u feeling and exactly what on earth on you want .-_______-

p/s: how bloody and gore. look what my course option is doing to me D;

Random Truth #1

The truth is we hide because we want to be found, we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away the tears and we let our hearts break to see who will fix them.

--tumblr 

cry cry, can't you see the music?

Habits ..

Those habits being induced by you.. I will kick them one by one.. I promise =)

In Heaven ..

I'm leaving
I'll be back very soon, so
I am not lying
I love you this much
I love you

super nice song!!! 

Finally ..

Finally I feel alive now.. With the heartache coming back..

nice song =)

      明知道爱情并不牢靠
　　但是我还是拼命往里跳
　　明知道再走可能是监牢
　　但是我还是相信只是煎熬
　　朋友都劝我不要不要
　　不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
　　但是做人已经那么累
　　假惺惺的想要逃
　　在爱里连真心都不能给
　　这才真的真正的可笑
　　爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
　　太容易让自己沉沦
　　太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
　　我太笨 明知道你是错的人
　　明知道这不是缘分
　　但是我还奋不顾身
　　但我相信有点可能
　　可能 在爱里面这样算笨
　　可能 永远没有所谓永恒
　　但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
　　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

I know..

'I know that you think saying sorry will make it better, but that's not how the world works. Feelings just don't go away that fast.' -- tumblr

Excited

I am a bit Eggcited till I can't sleep. LOL.



P/s: dear stalker, I know u are reading this. LOL

我找不到很好的原因去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明

我相信这爱情的定义奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔得清晰也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜，有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点

没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧

我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧


我找不到很好的原因去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义奇迹会发生也不一定


风温柔得清晰也许飘来好消息
我才发现你很耀眼
请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼


没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋


我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你


因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

Things i dreaded

Things I dreaded.. God will always take them away from me some way or another~ can He take me away from places and people I dreaded too? D;




P/s: Having a moodswing now D;

The right choice

Okay! So I think I flood twitter by a little and I should flood blogger a bit!!

Look at the title. Making the right choice often seems so difficult! And I hope I will not regret my decision just now!

Hmmmm. A busy week ahead!
Tue- co stuffs, dinner with friends and visit friend's house to look at doggies
Wed-co since 3pm to late night (hopefully lunch with timothy too =) )
Thurs-sectional supposedly
Fri- rotaract club meeting @ 7pm

Having a little bit of problems and worries now~ as usual, I will hand them all to God! I deeply believe it will be taken care of~ just like God always given me a pair of hands just before I lose my vision and fall.

That's it! 10.30am @ bugis 2moro!

God bless =)

Money drop from sky..

Look at the title. A incident that everyone wants to happen it their lives. LOL. but dream on for this to really happened. In need of restoration ah! (pray to God) ~ I even share cab with friends today!

Today's practice is awesome! With guest players joining us! Is really fun to meet new peeps, interact and play music with them! They motivate me to practice hard only! Hahahah! Good thing I guess!!

AND ANYONE WHO HAPPENED TO SEE THIS: our SPCO concert is on 25 October, 8pm at Singapore conference hall with tickets selling @ $10 each! Free feel to sms/fb/email/call me for inquiries =D

P/s: thank God! Cause He always know what things I dreaded and they will never come to me =) 

IT'S A SMURFY DAY =D

WOOHOO! What a wonderful day! Started with bowling in the noon and movie in the evening with shaun, hong yi, min hui, de xin and jun wei! =D not all is happy with the smurf movie at first! some were thinking that it's just a kiddish movie but turn out to be quite nice! =D so cute luhhhhhhh! i like their hats most! looks so fluffy, spongy, nice to pinch!

and okay, i know i am an epic fail, i think i sprained my back while bowling today. LOL. but i am so happy luh! finally can get some scores above 30. like 66 and 54! is not bad for my standard already! i used to got around 10 straight zeroes =X

SAW THE HAT? IT'S SO CUTE

p/s: know what! I just feel like God is whispering to me, you are never alone. =) Whenever we are in the cloud *blurish version*, God will always lead us to the right way ! amen! =D

Yet another day

Woah~ guess I will be updating blog everyday since I have seemingly nothing to do. Notice the word seemingly. Yes... Nothing to do but lots of things to be troubled over! I will hand all these troubles to God and it will settled then =)

Hmmm. Nowadays I like to alone.. Enjoying the peace and stuff~ so sorry if I choose to ignore someone or some things =X

Right now, I am lying on bed.. Preparing to sleep? Look at the time ~ it's 1.08am. It's still consider early for me to hit bed at this time but since I have nothing to do online so might as well.. yea.. Haha

P/s: looking forward to 2moro's lunch and quality time spend with family! =D

Testing~

Hello hello hello~ testing a new blogging apps with cool features!

Just feel like saying 您真内行 for no reasons! LOL

Circumstances like this..

I wonder how would people survive or react to circumstances/situation I am in now. It's kinda unpleasant to be in this deep shit. Of course, I would want such thing to get out of my life also! Seems like everyone is still relaxing and ... Okok.. This is my bad. I tend to assume too much. Assume just make an ass between u and me. Something bad bad bad.. Of course , things will be okay! Just look at the cross.. The finished work of Jesus.. What He done for us.. How much He sacrificed =) A lovely friend told me before, God want us to fight giants because after the fight, they will leave behind giant blessings too! I strongly believe it! Let's do it people! note to self: not worrying =/= denying it =) P/s: if you prove me wrong and prove yourself in front of everyone.. I will change my mind then..

IT'S OVER

Yes, exams are freaking over! That moment of happiness! really cant be described! What can be said is that my friend telling me , 'Qi Xin cant stop smiling' HAHAHA~

But end of exams marks the beginning of the hectic CCA life! Oh well! Bring it on man! Challenges!
Reminded that if God is with me, who else can be against me?! =D so yea! no worries!

Enjoying every single mins and seconds of holidays either on bed or in front of lappy *like what i am doing now* Things are gonna get real awesome!

Anyway, I feel like I am loving God all over again as i finally managed to download a new sermon after so long *cause of linkerrors and stuff*! Gonna enjoy this 'food' to the maximum! Amen!

So the urge to blog is here, it comes with wind and of course go as hasty as the wind too! Perhaps it will stay? I am not sure! And I changed to this nice blogskin.. pursuit of happiness? I certainly is!

Hmmm.. anyway, a peek into my schedule from this week onwards
1/9 NYP Installation
2/9 NUS Installation
7/9 Sending lappy to clinic + CO
9/9 RAC meeting + performance + SMU Installation (only picking 1 out of 3)

onwards will be intensive practice for CO!

p/s: let's see when will be the next time i blog!

HAHAHAHAH

Woah! Time check: 1.48am!!
HAHAHA. got super random and want to update this little space of mine after n days and months~

My life can be just summarized using one word! A-W-E-S-O-M-E =D

Been receiving and receiving due to blessing by God =D Life has never been so amazingly awesome =D

okay, that's it! HAHAHA
spot me again for update after n+1 days and months~

Year 2 Sem 1 Week 6

Omggggggggggggg. As mentioned by the title, is week 6 in 10 mins time (It's 11.50pm) now! I wonder why time files sooooooo fast when I am in Poly. Is it because the hectic poly life i am having now? But ! 3 june is coming which means HOLIDAYS =D can't wait for it to happen! And sotong bestie coming back soon too =D Anw, today's been an unproductive day~ As I am suffering from a major headache and sorethroat when i woke up this morning! Results in missing out the fun with co peeps ONCE AGAIN =/ so many things to do =/ I cant wait for all the assignments to be over =/ p/s: i hate mondays

HI SCHOOL...

Oh HI ~ I am officially a Year TWO student in DBS. My feeling? shitty =/

So now i know what others meant by monday blues~ yes, is indeed blue today. Start off with a spoilt lift, followed by lunch crowd, wrong classroom, boring lectures etc . But! we got a small class of 15 peeps. SO! we will be very bonded at the end of the sem! I hope =X

First day of school and ...

stress incoming ..

Anyway anyway anyway, looking forward to the stuffs i bought at gmarket! an iPhone case and a cute wire tidy! Please faster verify my payment!

oh yea, things to be happy/look forward to:

1. awesome marina barrage to celebrate jie ying's bdae and picking wei jie mini surprise

2.no co on wed, but meet up with the co peeps for dinner and shop kino

3. lesson at 3pm for odd weeks tue

4.one lesson on fri for even weeks

5.concert preparation ! plus HK students exchange! woohoo. i miss them <3

awesome year ahead somehow =D

do you..?

Really feel guilty , bad and sorry? If you do, why do you always repeat the same mistake ?

人与人插身交错

谁停了谁又远走？ Okays ! Here am I blogging ONE day before my long anticipating overseas performance trip at HONG KONG! It's so awesome! I am sure it will be very fun and filled with excitement ! =D Hmmm . Packed my clothes, toiletries and shoes into luggage! Hope that i have left nothing out! Woohoo ~ eggcited ttm! P/s: 我会学会冷静，因为我会看到更多别人看不到的观点。 Woohoo! Bon voyage to myself and SPCO =D

真相..

都是难听、刺耳的。但我们必须接受。 Okies! Today marks the start of intensive practice for hk performance trip. Going quite well I guess =D and .. A little hiccup happened tonight , but is just gonna be alright =D Lying on bed , blogging with phone as usual =D so happy my body clock is tuned back =) Long day 2moro! Hope everything turns out fine ! Nights all =D may everyone has a wonderful dream tonight ~ Tonight ~~ tonight ~~ nice song by big bang! Okay. Random =X

快乐 ..

其实可以很简单。 Anyways! The days of 无所事事 and 吃饭睡觉打滚滚 is here =D CAUSE SCHOOL'S OUT! However , there are still things out there for me to worry! Hope things will turn out fun =D Went Kbox with darlings today =D awesome k session! Hope to have another one real soon! And now there's a $6 nett per pax promotions! Everyone must go yea! =D And ... Counting down to my hong kong trip! P/s: wish all my friends having itp and oitp the best of luck! P/p/s: hope my 11.11 wishes come true on 22 march =D There will be no paragraphing in this entry as I blog using a iPhone app which can't do paragraphing. I dunno why! Should try to get some sleep now ! 明天会更好！

心血来潮

Just like what the title says~ a sudden urge to blog ! hmmmm. Let's begin with...
EXAMS GONNA BE OVER SOON =D 2moro will be my last paper, CELL BIO =D 'DOTA' (daughter, but prononce as dota by our foreigner lecturer* CELLS. I WILL OWN U BIG BIG =D hope so=D

Not to forget ~ today is actually a special day! Is my mama's birthday ! and not a forget a special friend's birthday! Happy Birthday Yeaaaa =D

but today is just like any other days~ however I get to sit down and eat with my family which I have not been doing it for sometime due to going home late because of CCAs and stuff.

now that i have finished studying~ will watch WGM for awhile and TRY TO sleep since is morning paper 2moro =/ Oh well! Jia yous all for the remaining papers! Hang in cos plentiful of fun is waiting for us =D

memorable day..

A memorable day indeed. whereby I fall sick today, couple of days before my last paper
-______-

that feeling of siannessssssssssss , totally can kill ~

feeling so angry with myself since I slept and @.@ a whole day due to medicine. that spells the word U-N-P-R-O-D-U-C-T-I-V-E . yes. unproductive. Hais-ness maximum ..

I shall not be emo again. A promise to myself.

You are not worth it. seriously..

A happy day?

Yay~ a happy day (24 Feb) I supposed ? =D 1. Maths paper over! ( 2 down, 2 more to go) 2. Cupwalker ! Milk tea with pudding and pearl. 3. Ermmm. Chats with awesome friends 4. Dinner with darlings later on =D Hope everything will be fun~ p/s : I off my lappy earliest ever in my record today! Haha ~ due to a good friend ah =D P/p/s: believe in your own feelings more yea! think of the consequences. But still I have no rights in interfering~ is your choice. Will support whatever your decision friend ! =D

harsh reality

Sometimes we just have to admit that poly isn't the best time of our life.

开心

已忘了真正的开心与甜蜜是什么滋味。

thoughts

Look forward to the day when you can tell me your thoughts face to face. Vice versa.

friend

Is okay. Been telling myself.. No matter how close are you. U are ONLY just a friend .. ..

Life has been..

Life has been so great now, right here.. this moment..

真希望把时间锁住。

2011

If only everyday is as awesome as today =)

testing~

Testing testing~ trying to blog using iPhone app~ Haha! Okay! This works! Hmmm. Finally an update after so long! Been really busy over school work and cca! 2moro will be the prep camp of Spco bonding camp 2010. Hope everything will go well. And as a great friend said, is okay if the games failed and stuff. As long as we reach our goals: having fun! Let's just hope so~ Anyways, the weather is just so cooling now! I have packed my stuff and am all ready to go =) mixed feeling of excited, nervous and stress! P/s : a rainbow after a downpour =)

the 170th entry!

my 170th entry!

hmmm, nice song playing now: Love the way you lie *just randomly clicking it, it's a youtube link posted on fb, sounds nice =D*

okay.. to begin with.. I am proud to say I have a screwed up life now. Surrounded by screwed up work, screwed up people with screwed up mind. Perhaps not them who are screwed, is me instead. Whatever it is, I will wave goodbye to the above life after this yr. This year please be over soon ~

So, things screwing up my life will be the datelines, upcoming reports, presentation and stuff

Oh yea! I chose my options already! Hope can get it! The Biomedical Research Option! Reasons i chose it : I want to be happy, be my ownself back, do something I like instead of following the crowd and leave ________________________ alone.

I think is suffocating to keep something in my heart anymore. Just till next year, but I dun think I can tolerate till then..

p/s: Sometimes, I just think being alone is better den.......

year 1 sem TWO!

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Time really amazingly surprisingly FLIES. It literally does! I am now in the phase of yr 1 sem TWO! Nothing change much, still that considerably huge amount of stress, workload plus my TWO cca commitment got higher~ SO EGGCITING! -____-

Same thing, standing a forked route.. What should I choose? But I am sure regardless of we choose, if we work hard, it will all lead to a single path - path of success! I believe all of us can meet there after 2 years even though we are spilt apart...

Sometimes... being busy is great.. It will never give you the extra time of thinking SOMETHING/someone elses.. Kinda like such action-packed life~

and also, I think I am used to it already.. It does not hurt anymore even though I feel i am not included in some ways or others~ is okay~ perhaps, it is just not worth it..

gonna sleep soon and carry on with my busy schedule~
pls give all the motivation and energy to carry on.. ~

Post Exams Activities

Oh well~ Exams are over. So what are the post exams activities i planned for myself? Actually nothing much, but the list goes like this:

1. get sufficient sleep everyday *duhh, like so easy*

2. outings *provided I gt unlimited amt of $*

3. volunteer work *just basically going for my another cca, rotaract*

4. eat good food *been craving for steamboat buffet*

5. sort out my mind *yes, a lot of things need to be sorted out and throw away*

All sorts of things happened nowadays. Sad and happy. Just one bottomline, what you see may not be true. I just realise people around me can portray themselves really well. kudos to them. Thou I can but I sucks at it. Emotions will just write all over my face and speeches =/

Is 2.53am now. The time when thoughts come running in. Sometimes, I questioned myself, 'why are things like that but not the other way round.'

and sometimes, knowing too much things may not be good. And it's even worst when you can't tell others about it.

HURRAY =D

Hurray! Exams are over! The time of 吃饭，睡觉，打滚滚 is here!

Oh well, so.. every paper was quite okay. But then not as confident as MST =/

Had lunch with classmates at soup spoon vivo! I am now missing the chicken wrap~ So nice ~

oh gosh, hungry =X

Plan for the holiday : Nothing~ maybe working? or slacking? haha =D

哎呀呀，我的宝贝~要你知道你最美~

relax!

relax the whole night yesterday!

and did a mask just now! it's really good! my skin feel much hydrated now! Thanks Cassia for the mask u bought from Korean!

and finally I saw some light for Statistics!

is 谈情说案time now! =D It's already 1.42am already, time flies~

EXAMS =D

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah HO! IT'S EXAMS TIME =D gosh, why am I so high! I guess I am not so normal anymore after I entered this course! I am sure people with agree are Christine, Timothy, Brant, Rinna! I have lost my basic sense. LOL. Cant even dy/dx seahorse( hai ma) and hippo (he ma)

Just had my first ever paper, CP 2042 BASIC IMMUNOLOGY. Take note of the word 'basic', it's really basic of immunology but definitely not really 'basic' for the ones who are studying. Yes.. We studied for like 3 nights and the test turned to be 45mins and is .. I must say.. difficult =/ MCQ was pawnage. Cytokines-related question a big ? above my head. Ms Joanne said it's ONLY 20% but it mean a lot to us yea! So there goes my first paper -_____-

Oh well, just have to work hard for the rest of the papers. Is EXAMS not just tests anymore.

Tue 31/8

was evg teachers' day celebration! not a lot of people went back. Only manage to catch up with our all time favourite teachers namely Mr Tan LS , Mrs Chew not forgetting the celebrity of 4

aspire 09, MR GOH POH MIN =D Everyone is still the same. The same smile and the same attitude, cant simply love them more =D Oh well, secondary days are just the days whereby we cherish most. Can never go back, but it's worth to remember for the rest of our lives.

Friends and teachers who made an impart on our lives..

went to TP to enjoy the food which Brant and Rinna kept talking about! IT'S REALLY GOOD AND CHEAP =D Chit chat a bit and Brant drove us home! It's really cool to know friends who drives! IT'S SO CONVENIENCE =D

SO, FASTER GO LEARN HOW DRIVE OKAY? =D Mr Poon! =D

the ugly truth

okay, within minutes,

I realize one ugly truth of humans. Selfishness. Is not like i am not selfish. yes, i am. i admit. but just now i actually realize one's selfishness can actually cause a great deal of hurt to others. So the bottomline is, yes, is normal to be selfish and u can be selfish all you want, but.. take some time to look back, what have you to done in the process and who have u hurt in the process.

so now it totally knock me to my senses, i am all alone in that place, no one's there to help me when i fall.

all i have.. is myself..

stay strong..

looking back.. so karma and retribution, how truth can it be?

Family ♥

Celebrated my brother's birthday days back! HAPPY 23 BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!

*gosh, he will never sees this* hopes he find a da sao for me soon! and hopes that da sao demand a pet dog from him and he will buy it and we can have a dog in our house! *ahhhh, my wishful thinking*

we celebrated with him together with relatives at some hotel buffet dinner~ the food not too bad but choice kinda limited! Lots of family shot taken! but lazy to upload ~ next time ba! i realise i never take photos with my family that frequently! hence i will treasure the existing shots a lot!

SO.. WE HAVE COME TO THE LAST WEEK OF YOG BREAK! have you people been studying? THE ANSWER IS NO FOR TAN TING AND XU RONG! hahah! =X

i have not been studying too often as well -____- reasons being going out and slacking too frequently! so this one last week will be mugging time for me!! =D

and and and~ now is falling sick season! due to the weather i guess! Take care and get well soon eh! if not go see doctor! U CANT ALWAYS RELY ON UR OWN IMMUNE SYSTEM, thou i learn it as a system which is very zai but still it will fail one. YES, I AM REFERRING TO YOU! TIMOTHY! take care yea? =D

SAME THING GOES TO XURONG -____- din noe u so weak one. nv m, u gt wang cai comfort you~ And do rmb to study yea? =D

okok, one last chapter for today waiting for me! JIA YOUS TO ALL WHO IS MUGGING ESPECIALLY 1A/01 =D

pause to ponder

CHANGE BLOGSKIN =D I love it soooooo much =D

okok! time to stop and ponder! I was discussing 'past' with a friend.

The question is: would you rather go back to the past or enjoy the present and look forward to the future?

My answer: Nope, I would not want to go into the past. Be it the enjoyable or sad stuff, I would not want to experience all over it again. As in, such one-time experiences are just sufficient for me. Instead, I look forward to future! As whenever I tried to look back, all I could see was just the stupid and foolish me and how much I regret over things I had or I should have done.

p/s: anyone who saw this post! do ur mind sharing ur views with me? I will be a great listening ear! =D

a very entertained day!

OKAY, i finally completed the whole liar game series by going to the cinema to watch LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE! the movie was okayyyyyy . As compared to the drama, it is slightly of lower standard. Perhaps the movie was a bit lengthy (137 mins), that's why i don't like it so much.

and thanks ppl like tan ting, wen qiang and king chi to watch the drama(20 epis! ), read the manga (countless page! ) and read up on wiki(very lengthy info!) respectively so that they will know what's happening during the final stage - GARDEN OF EDEN.

i hope u guys namely, wen qiang, victor, xu rong, king chi, ziyi, rui xiang, tan ting, jie ying and wei jie *in order of the sitting arrangement, LOL* enjoyed the movie!!

after that all of us got really obsess with the movie! we started to have role play and keep playing with the storyline! jie ying's joke of hiding the apples. king chi said victor look like akiyama and the white hair; green eye guy! FUNNY TTM!

'Deception is the name of the game' - LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE

okay, right next will be the joke of the day -_______- we went to watch a not-so-fantastic concert == i am soooooooooo entertained by rui xiang joke of ling ling and bling bling, DAMN FUNNY. ermm, was some kind of inside jokes!

ytd was fri the 13 plus 7th month! SOMEONE WHO KEEP SCARING ME. FUNNY AH? SMILE SOMEMORE LA. GRADUATE FROM SMILING SCHOOL AH? *it is obvious who was that*

motivation to study! please keep following me! i just lose you every now and then! -___-

none other than random!

Finding a suitable skin is sooooooooooo troublesome! Should do it some other days!

Looking forward to thurs: SHF volunteer briefing with rachelle and shaun

fri : concert at SCH with those same old peeps ! =D

with love..

Feel to blog is here again! First thing first, fabulous dinner outing yesterday! it was planned as wen qiang, xu rong and my parents are all overseas! going different places though! so we decided to meet for dinner! meet up with xu rong and cheng ying at earlier! Agenda: to entertain xu rong! had a very leaky ice cream but taste good! THEY SAID I AM A DIRTY EATER! ROARRR. but i must admit! opps =X

slack around for time to pass!

in the end, when we reached bishan mrt

cheng ying: not bad, we are only late for 15 mins

*the rest were even later*

BUT THANKS RUI XIANG AND TANTING WHO NEVER FAIL TO TURN UP ON TIME

u guys deserve a special round of applause, so special rights are given to ur to be late next time!

wait up for everyone to come! so people there were: me, tan ting, xu rong, cheng ying, wen qiang, victor, chu hui, jian siong and rui xiang!

bought subway and went up to some open space! played truth or dare, is a very memorable night to all. erm.. yupp. if ur get wad i mean !

king chi joined us after that! laughters come with him when we started LOL-ing . fun and lame games played~

but time flies when we are having fun! so it's time to say bye bye! took some group pics before we left! CHU HUI STILL HAVENT UPLOAD PICS ahh!!

We are meeting up again on FRIDAY THE 13 to watch CCHM co concert! erm.. a day when we all anticipated for some reasons or so..

they nv fail to make my day feel with laughters..

totally loved by me =D

CHEERS AND HAPPY YOG HOLIDAYS =D

我很想爱他  但是眼睛在说谎  隐瞒比较容易吧  免得感情变得复杂  我很想爱他  但是理智在吵架  退出可以解围吗  谁能给我一个好的回答 

It's been so long ..

erm.. okay. not really long but yea! the feeling of blogging is here already! Okay, busy week coming. so what's up!

Tue-b. immunology extra lesson 8 to 10am , followed by ELISA viva *woohoo, so high!* LOL X=

Wed- 3.40 pm rotaract subcomm interview (might change it to wed), my beloved SPCO practice 6.30 to 9.30pm (most probably will skip) SORRY TAN TING =/

Thurs- nth much, but will prepare for CRS presentation and biochem, will confrim plus chop skip plucked string sectional =X

fri - biochem test! 50 MCQs! CRS discussion cafe

AND THEN THE LONG AWAITED YOG BREAK! 3 WEEK LEHHH. best time to rest, STUDY and sort out something on my mind. OF COURSE, NOT FORGETTING CO OUTINGS! and meet up with friends every now and then. LIAR GAME THE FINAL STAGE, HERE I COME! AKIYAMA, U ARE THE BEST =D

thanks to jia jia who bought saboteur to SPCO and king chi for teaching us! we now are addicted to this great game, but I kinda fail in it, cause my expression will just betray me -_______-

so i become the saboteur of the saboteur! like so cool please!

so many fabulous things just happened in my life, most of it are because of the great friends in SPCO! WE ROX MAN =D

SPCO black day, is the day we enjoyed ourselves ttm! or rather i look forward to every wed practice! and go home trip with the lame batch of guys! they never fail to make me laugh! =D

okok, stop procrastinating. cytokines essay consider done? 680+/ 1000 words

maths tutorial, TO HELL WITH YOU LA. HAIS

p/s: okay, a friend was right.

CO outing again! the 气 club !

YO PPL =D ytd 10/07/10 was the 'qi' club outing! We are established on the 7/7/10 as inspired by Miss Ong Chu Hui as she said everyone was 不讲义气。So we want to form a 'qi' club!

members are:

Chu Hui- 生气

Qi Xin- 义气

Tan Ting-运气

King Chi-武器

Chris-

Xu Rong -小气

Wei Xiang- 乐器

Wei Jie-

Cheng Ying-机器

Wen Qiang-

Chu Hui's friend-空气

Jason-

*did i miss anyone out?*

i forget some of our 'qi' name! is okayyyyyyyyyyy =D

so we decided to go out ytd to be accompany chris to be tour guide for his sister's china exchange friends. but it turn out quite..... not so success! but is okayy too! not everyone was here! there's only me, tan ting, chu hui, king chi, chu hui, jian siong and xu rong + yi shan came to meet up after that!

LOOK FORWARD TO MORE EXCITING EPIS OF SPCO TV:

HIGHLIGHTS INCLUDE :

- SPCO TV food review feat wan ton noodles and just acia (how to pronounce it? LOL)

- king chi's theory of eating tom yam

- jian xiong's 2.4 run as he was eating

-SPCO TV SPECIAL TALK SHOW: what are king chi, wen qiang and jian siong ideal girl!

-EXTREME QNS, faces are censored!

I AM BACK!

Okay, I am coming back to blog out of total random and bored-ness. A NEW CHANGE IN URL. thou you cant find a single penguin in my blog -_____-

Life have been great.. erm.. okay. not so great so far. At least I survive half a term already! NOTE: MY COURSE IS NOT RECOMMENDED TO THOSE WHO DON'T LIKE TO STUDY AND MEMORIZE THINGS OR DO NOT HAVE A GREAT PASSION FOR SCIENCE. If those who suits the above requirement and insist on coming, GOOD LUCK TO UR'ALL OKAY? =D

I found my love and passion for poly already! IT IS NONE OTHER THAN SPCO! *cheers!!!*
the people there are really comfortable to be with! thou i dislike the practice ttm! and SPCO TV ! fun ttm!

p/s: oh yea, something sad and emo happened. been wanting to thrash it out with you. but i just cant find the suitable chance and atmosphere. I don't want things to be stuck at the grey area. In my world, is either black or white. If you don't want to move forward, please take a few steps back from me. is that okay with you? =/

Braced :)

BLOO! Cute =D

*erm, i cant move this pic down, so it has to be up. LOL =X*

Well, got my braces on Sun. It's been the third day living with braces alr . What I can say is , I think the worst physical feeling in this world *at least to me* is the food getting struck in between the metal thing X.X It is freaking uncomfortable and disgusting. I am having my meals at home, imagine having a meal outside.. && no chocolates or sticky sweets for me. As I will have a hard time getting them out of my braces.

randoms:

I found my love of the month! and he is T.O.P from BIG BANG! He has a really crack and man voice. <3

cool effects =D
his ads for ice cream 2

super random stuff ..

Q!i xin says:

*den u camp @ the penguins area

- TîMõŢħŸ "Hilbert's 23 Problems - We Must Know. We Will Know." says:

*NICE

Q!i xin says:

*u help me take lots of pics

*and if possible , carry 1 back for me

*LOL =X

- TîMõŢħŸ "Hilbert's 23 Problems - We Must Know. We Will Know." says:

*LOL

*OMGosh

*You made me

*Really LOL

*At your

*and if possible

*=x

Q!i xin says:

*den u carry 1 more lo

*made it 2

*LOL =X

*u must prepare hao

*the cold storage =X as in not the supermarket

*LOL X=

- TîMõŢħŸ "Hilbert's 23 Problems - We Must Know. We Will Know." says:

*LOL

*I know eh

*I will prepare 1

*Lorry

*With freezer 1

*=x

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p/s: i dunno wad to p/s at the moment. thou i thought of it every night b4 i went to sleep =X