wanna start by putting some awesome and inspiring life quote. then i realize.. life can't be summarized in a few words just like that? oh well.. just a random feel that hits me to update my blog and yet I am talking bout such heavy and boring stuffs .. perhaps life really does bore me out .. inside out ..
remember when we were young? we always told our parents 'I WANNA GROW UP QUICKLY' yet now.. all i wish is to rewind time and take back this statement.. it's never fun to grow up and face all these shit.. yes yes.. you may say i am being negative .. but the ugly truth is .. being positive with this realistic world will not give you any way out either.. deep inside.. you know this right? i guess the keyword here is .. survive. things may not be good and bright , but as long as you survive it, you will be fine right?
but still.. despite all these.. i think one belief i never move away from is God.. till now, i never stop believing .. in the midst of dark struggle.. i still believe and hope one day God will get me through everything (thou it's not always the case , LOL :X) but yea.. i never stop believing .. amen :)
so now.. the pre-monday depression is hitting me real hard .. time flies when we are having fun? feels like the weekends travel even faster than light =/ and is monday .. sighhhh . at least there's something to look forward to .. my sotong bestie , Christine is back and then she will be at another half of the world for her further studies.. oh yea.. i havent talk bout having someone dear living at another half of the world yea? whereby, your sunrise is their sunset , your breakfast will be their dinner .. it feels kind of awesome and amazing .. but still .. despite the high technology .. there will somehow be a breakdown in communication and that .. feels sucky..
so .. all of us.. being in the timezone.. is actually a gift from up there already :) counting all my blessing yea :D
at least, there's still something in life that keep me going day to day :) my friends and family
and this feeling of typing everything down actually feels quite awesome, i guess i shall do this more often yea?
p/s: my last update was on June.. and what happened these 2 month .. epic-ly dramatic? hahah. just like roller coaster rides .. although most parts of the rides were just going straight down and i still haven't reach that point of 'up'. will be soon i guess? haha
lastly, to all, keep breathing .. keep fighting .. be strong yea :)
