猜不透

'.... 不是猜不透

  亲爱的... 我不想猜了..'

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求

越是在乎的人... 越是猜不透 

三寸天堂

停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
下一页
你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝
这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找
约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光。
那天堂是我爱过你的地方 ..

Life.. It goes on..

wanted to blog bout the busy weeks ahead during lesson but end up copy and paste my deadlines cause miss kwek walked past~ *my valentine date for 13,14, 15 due practical test* D: D:


oh well ~ what should i say?

clarification?

let it pass?

forget it?

i dunno~ only God knows the answer. i am sure God will reveal me the answer soon. ENDURE.. (standing still in His Presence!!)



p/s: stumbled upon direct messages as i attempted to change my twitter dp on web~ Another moment of 'oh well' ... nothing much i can do or say anymore ~

P..M..S

HAPPY CNY =D

okay~ this year gonna experience baby boom liao. LOL. all parents would want a dragon baby~ random much~

went Sunday service today for the cny special! Pastor Mark is super funny, but his sermon and preaching is wow! he unrevealed some hidden meaning of the Bible in Chinese character! interesting much!! after service, i wanted to try the Red Mango frozen yogurt badly! in the end it was close due to cny D: but we end up chatting outside the shop and share our prayer requests to king chi! I really hope it will come true especially that request for 2 of my closest friends =D I know God will bring them through everything! Amen!!

okay, why 'In Heaven' choose to play now? D:

Looking forward to all cny goodies and visits coming up! It will be awesome! especially those to friends' house =D we are so gonna crash ashley's place! hahah!



헤어지잔 News 이제 와서 Oops I love U 여기서 멈춰

결국 때가 왔어 보낼 때가 됐어

ready I’m ready I’m ready hey!

I really love this part of rapping from the song 'News' by Nine Muses! so determined and strong =D

NEWS

Spot this song randomly allkpop because their dance got criticized for being too sexy =X but the music and lyrics is really nice. LOL addicted already!! 

Carl's Jr!!

Even though today is a monday and we tio trolled by miss kwek, we just treated it like a friday and went marina square to enjoy the carl's jr steakhouse burger combo meat @ $7.90! #likeaboss!

and yi yin (seriously): hey, i just passed u something and u put it ur laptop bag, can u pass to me?

me: huh?! where got? (i thought smt impt to her and yet i lost it, start panicking)

*unzip lappy bag*

saw a foreign envelope, hold it up, flip it over, it's a birthday card!! I SWEAR I AM SUPER SURPRISED =O and they start singing birthday song! it's belated of course!! HAHA =D SO HAPPY! and i got a pencil case from wallet shop with cool slogans as present from them!! AHHH <3 they damn sweet la!

Shopped around~ and got super tempted to get mascara as jesslyn is getting them D: but eventually i din because i get killed by my mum with reason of wasting $! However, i went home and told my mum, she was like smiling and said 'bu hui la! i will buy for you instead' touching moment no. 2!





p/s: You been asking bout my deleted blogpost and i avoid them whenever u did.. know why? okay, firstly, i blogged them because those feelings are really strong and i have to pen them down and vent it out somewhere (and also hoping you will read them). but very often after i do so.. i regretted it.. after thinking them nights and nights, i don't wanna display how weak and helpless am i in front of you (since you will do nothing bout it?) and since those strong feelings/words subside, i might as well just removed it..

Start of another week =)

It's the start of another week! Term end fast fast! As I got no final exams (there's test =____=) ~ I wanna nua at home and relax and watch drama carefreely!



p/s: how easy is it to trigger the memories.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh D: 到底要持续多久？ 原来我的心还会痛 ...

Friday, the 13th

So.. What's with this date that make everyone super paranoid bout it? and what's with this date that everyone link their misfortune to this date? It's been quite an awesome day to me leh! Classes been quite okay, happy lunch as usual and gems end 30 mins earlier~  okay, i give up and should type point form:

1. yawnn D: want to go home sleep now. how i wish my house is just between school
2. typing this post in co room and listening to haru haru by big bang
3. learnt a lot from gems today
4. found out infatuation can last up to 18 months(i thought is max 4 months)
5. quite touched by my groupmates who took their initiative to ask me bout the gem project
6. determined NOT to do any work today
7. should spend the rest of my days watching drama
8. i really deserve a break from everything

Talking

i know none of us can actually do it... but still ~

=）

smileee!

random

haha! so do you blush easily? :)



p/s: likes walking home and pass by the church near my house! never fail to remind of His finished work when I look at the cross! Amen!

Action packed days

Another update on my action packed days ever since school starts! Same thing.. Will write them in point form..
1. Friday lesson 8am-5pm
2. Did not pon biostats (I am such a guai Kia)
3. But I pon GEMS for seminar (pon twice in this sem already)
4. Patho Discussion is quite okay
5. Awesome Mac breakfast provided by Dr Tan
6. Highness during open house when we spotted pro juniors. (the candlelight shall never die!!)
7. Attended first ever care group! (meet really awesome people like Jazlyn, Claire, Samantha, Jack, Matthew, Aristotle, Evelyn and many more)
8. 心血来潮 to help hkn for a cny performance
9. We ate a lot
10. Back to Boring open house duty
11. Beautiful Saturday gone
12. Looking forward to 2moro
13. Tear while sharing one of my request .. Reason is still the same =___=
14. So overall, you are still an idiot
15. Goodnight!!

P/s: silly~ just wanna see you again :)

Birthday + School!

So.. school has started for 3 days already! and we are reaching the end of the weekdays soon!
okay, i damn lazy to write with sentence alr, should do this post in point form:

1. i turned 19 D: old woman
2. thanks all who wished me and especially <3 those who celebrated my special day for me.
3. school's been really draining. Monday 12-6pm . Tues 9-6pm Wed 8-11am (YAY) Thurs 9-6pm, Friday, 8-3pm.  Practicals practicals D:
4. i dread blood drawing. especially veni puncture. i will faint if i try on real person.
5. patho presentation 2moro! God bless please!!
6. 10 hours of sleep in total for 3 nights , that's like my normal sleeping duration for 1 night normally D:
7. i love my class clique <3
8. looking forward to weekend but definitely not open house duty =__=
9. you are an idiot
10. nights

=)

heart sank, but still i smile =)

Awesome Start

So let me begin with the awesome start of this year 2012. No, world is not gonna end here cause God says so. LOL.

The first day of 2012 falls on Sunday, day of Sabbath! Hence.. I got some intentions to go church since I stopped for really long and I saw the 3 prayer requests for new year service but I din really mention to anyone. and yet, is this friend who came and ask me if I wanna go! and tadah, I went. LOL. It's really awesome! The songs, the sermons, the prayer request! I actually close my eyes and pray and next thing i  know, tears came down.. I was really touched.. really touched by the doings of God.. the way He sacrificed His only Son, Jesus, to take all our sufferings and sins ..

And i made my 3 prayer requests! The seeds of dream are held in my hands as I watch them manifest!! It could be as instant as the next moment! Just like what kc experienced! I somehow feel mine is coming next!! Amen! =D 

met really awesome people in my CG and all of them are from SP! so pleasant to meet them.. a really wonderful bunch of people who are in the walk together with God =D

and yea.. I actually keep all these from my mum, knowing that her strong objections of me going to church but I confessed to her today and she did not even scold me! she even asked how we spent our time in church!

What a year full of unceasing fruitfulness!!

*sorry to non-Christians but yet.. hahaha!*

HAHA, and next thing i know is .. school's starting 2moro. LOL. first thing in the morning, i received SMS from groupmate to meet up for project meeting.. feeling depressed and stuffs but wait! on second thoughts, i got remind that they are already finished!! We are to rest in His finished work!! =D so yea, bring it on! 2nd term.. which means no exams (selling for DBS research option) ! just hardcore projects and presentations! (but anti-climax part of this option) it will be all over!!

school's starting, but I will still blog regularly!! A habit that is cultivating to be part of my life ever since ..  :)

2012!

Firstly! I would like to wish everyone a very happy new year! 2011 has been a really eventful one! (shall do another post but that) but right.. LOL. My most fear 2012 is here. Thanks to the stupid movie. Cause everything seems so true to me. So I made a 2012 resolution back then when I was sec 3 or 4. I wanna be someone very useful so that my name will be on the to-save-list as they wanna retain human race with quality genes sequence (hopefully is mine) LOL. How childish and selfish, oh well!

Just spent my awesome 2012 riding in a convertible home! The night breeze is wonderful but hair got really messed up (who cares during 2.00am) awesome steamboat and k box session at brant's house with dearest friends and his family! Another everlasting friendship.. Friend I known for 5 years and forever counting on...

Right now is almost 4am. And I am up blogging using phone while charging @.@

P/s: I will only want to sleep when I am confident that I will fall asleep once my head hits my pillow. I wanna spare myself from all the thinkings