the 170th entry!

my 170th entry!

hmmm, nice song playing now: Love the way you lie *just randomly clicking it, it's a youtube link posted on fb, sounds nice =D*

okay.. to begin with.. I am proud to say I have a screwed up life now. Surrounded by screwed up work, screwed up people with screwed up mind. Perhaps not them who are screwed, is me instead. Whatever it is, I will wave goodbye to the above life after this yr. This year please be over soon ~

So, things screwing up my life will be the datelines, upcoming reports, presentation and stuff

Oh yea! I chose my options already! Hope can get it! The Biomedical Research Option! Reasons i chose it : I want to be happy, be my ownself back, do something I like instead of following the crowd and leave ________________________ alone.

I think is suffocating to keep something in my heart anymore. Just till next year, but I dun think I can tolerate till then..

p/s: Sometimes, I just think being alone is better den.......

year 1 sem TWO!

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Time really amazingly surprisingly FLIES. It literally does! I am now in the phase of yr 1 sem TWO! Nothing change much, still that considerably huge amount of stress, workload plus my TWO cca commitment got higher~ SO EGGCITING! -____-

Same thing, standing a forked route.. What should I choose? But I am sure regardless of we choose, if we work hard, it will all lead to a single path - path of success! I believe all of us can meet there after 2 years even though we are spilt apart...

Sometimes... being busy is great.. It will never give you the extra time of thinking SOMETHING/someone elses.. Kinda like such action-packed life~

and also, I think I am used to it already.. It does not hurt anymore even though I feel i am not included in some ways or others~ is okay~ perhaps, it is just not worth it..

gonna sleep soon and carry on with my busy schedule~
pls give all the motivation and energy to carry on.. ~