the ugly truth

okay, within minutes,

I realize one ugly truth of humans. Selfishness. Is not like i am not selfish. yes, i am. i admit. but just now i actually realize one's selfishness can actually cause a great deal of hurt to others. So the bottomline is, yes, is normal to be selfish and u can be selfish all you want, but.. take some time to look back, what have you to done in the process and who have u hurt in the process.

so now it totally knock me to my senses, i am all alone in that place, no one's there to help me when i fall.

all i have.. is myself..

stay strong..

looking back.. so karma and retribution, how truth can it be?

Family ♥

Celebrated my brother's birthday days back! HAPPY 23 BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!

*gosh, he will never sees this* hopes he find a da sao for me soon! and hopes that da sao demand a pet dog from him and he will buy it and we can have a dog in our house! *ahhhh, my wishful thinking*

we celebrated with him together with relatives at some hotel buffet dinner~ the food not too bad but choice kinda limited! Lots of family shot taken! but lazy to upload ~ next time ba! i realise i never take photos with my family that frequently! hence i will treasure the existing shots a lot!

SO.. WE HAVE COME TO THE LAST WEEK OF YOG BREAK! have you people been studying? THE ANSWER IS NO FOR TAN TING AND XU RONG! hahah! =X

i have not been studying too often as well -____- reasons being going out and slacking too frequently! so this one last week will be mugging time for me!! =D

and and and~ now is falling sick season! due to the weather i guess! Take care and get well soon eh! if not go see doctor! U CANT ALWAYS RELY ON UR OWN IMMUNE SYSTEM, thou i learn it as a system which is very zai but still it will fail one. YES, I AM REFERRING TO YOU! TIMOTHY! take care yea? =D

SAME THING GOES TO XURONG -____- din noe u so weak one. nv m, u gt wang cai comfort you~ And do rmb to study yea? =D

okok, one last chapter for today waiting for me! JIA YOUS TO ALL WHO IS MUGGING ESPECIALLY 1A/01 =D

pause to ponder

CHANGE BLOGSKIN =D I love it soooooo much =D

okok! time to stop and ponder! I was discussing 'past' with a friend.

The question is: would you rather go back to the past or enjoy the present and look forward to the future?

My answer: Nope, I would not want to go into the past. Be it the enjoyable or sad stuff, I would not want to experience all over it again. As in, such one-time experiences are just sufficient for me. Instead, I look forward to future! As whenever I tried to look back, all I could see was just the stupid and foolish me and how much I regret over things I had or I should have done.

p/s: anyone who saw this post! do ur mind sharing ur views with me? I will be a great listening ear! =D

a very entertained day!

OKAY, i finally completed the whole liar game series by going to the cinema to watch LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE! the movie was okayyyyyy . As compared to the drama, it is slightly of lower standard. Perhaps the movie was a bit lengthy (137 mins), that's why i don't like it so much.

and thanks ppl like tan ting, wen qiang and king chi to watch the drama(20 epis! ), read the manga (countless page! ) and read up on wiki(very lengthy info!) respectively so that they will know what's happening during the final stage - GARDEN OF EDEN.

i hope u guys namely, wen qiang, victor, xu rong, king chi, ziyi, rui xiang, tan ting, jie ying and wei jie *in order of the sitting arrangement, LOL* enjoyed the movie!!

after that all of us got really obsess with the movie! we started to have role play and keep playing with the storyline! jie ying's joke of hiding the apples. king chi said victor look like akiyama and the white hair; green eye guy! FUNNY TTM!

'Deception is the name of the game' - LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE

okay, right next will be the joke of the day -_______- we went to watch a not-so-fantastic concert == i am soooooooooo entertained by rui xiang joke of ling ling and bling bling, DAMN FUNNY. ermm, was some kind of inside jokes!

ytd was fri the 13 plus 7th month! SOMEONE WHO KEEP SCARING ME. FUNNY AH? SMILE SOMEMORE LA. GRADUATE FROM SMILING SCHOOL AH? *it is obvious who was that*

motivation to study! please keep following me! i just lose you every now and then! -___-

none other than random!

Finding a suitable skin is sooooooooooo troublesome! Should do it some other days!

Looking forward to thurs: SHF volunteer briefing with rachelle and shaun

fri : concert at SCH with those same old peeps ! =D

with love..

Feel to blog is here again! First thing first, fabulous dinner outing yesterday! it was planned as wen qiang, xu rong and my parents are all overseas! going different places though! so we decided to meet for dinner! meet up with xu rong and cheng ying at earlier! Agenda: to entertain xu rong! had a very leaky ice cream but taste good! THEY SAID I AM A DIRTY EATER! ROARRR. but i must admit! opps =X

slack around for time to pass!

in the end, when we reached bishan mrt

cheng ying: not bad, we are only late for 15 mins

*the rest were even later*

BUT THANKS RUI XIANG AND TANTING WHO NEVER FAIL TO TURN UP ON TIME

u guys deserve a special round of applause, so special rights are given to ur to be late next time!

wait up for everyone to come! so people there were: me, tan ting, xu rong, cheng ying, wen qiang, victor, chu hui, jian siong and rui xiang!

bought subway and went up to some open space! played truth or dare, is a very memorable night to all. erm.. yupp. if ur get wad i mean !

king chi joined us after that! laughters come with him when we started LOL-ing . fun and lame games played~

but time flies when we are having fun! so it's time to say bye bye! took some group pics before we left! CHU HUI STILL HAVENT UPLOAD PICS ahh!!

We are meeting up again on FRIDAY THE 13 to watch CCHM co concert! erm.. a day when we all anticipated for some reasons or so..

they nv fail to make my day feel with laughters..

totally loved by me =D

CHEERS AND HAPPY YOG HOLIDAYS =D

我很想爱他  但是眼睛在说谎  隐瞒比较容易吧  免得感情变得复杂  我很想爱他  但是理智在吵架  退出可以解围吗  谁能给我一个好的回答 

It's been so long ..

erm.. okay. not really long but yea! the feeling of blogging is here already! Okay, busy week coming. so what's up!

Tue-b. immunology extra lesson 8 to 10am , followed by ELISA viva *woohoo, so high!* LOL X=

Wed- 3.40 pm rotaract subcomm interview (might change it to wed), my beloved SPCO practice 6.30 to 9.30pm (most probably will skip) SORRY TAN TING =/

Thurs- nth much, but will prepare for CRS presentation and biochem, will confrim plus chop skip plucked string sectional =X

fri - biochem test! 50 MCQs! CRS discussion cafe

AND THEN THE LONG AWAITED YOG BREAK! 3 WEEK LEHHH. best time to rest, STUDY and sort out something on my mind. OF COURSE, NOT FORGETTING CO OUTINGS! and meet up with friends every now and then. LIAR GAME THE FINAL STAGE, HERE I COME! AKIYAMA, U ARE THE BEST =D

thanks to jia jia who bought saboteur to SPCO and king chi for teaching us! we now are addicted to this great game, but I kinda fail in it, cause my expression will just betray me -_______-

so i become the saboteur of the saboteur! like so cool please!

so many fabulous things just happened in my life, most of it are because of the great friends in SPCO! WE ROX MAN =D

SPCO black day, is the day we enjoyed ourselves ttm! or rather i look forward to every wed practice! and go home trip with the lame batch of guys! they never fail to make me laugh! =D

okok, stop procrastinating. cytokines essay consider done? 680+/ 1000 words

maths tutorial, TO HELL WITH YOU LA. HAIS

p/s: okay, a friend was right.