woo~~fun!!

woo~~~ today went to east coast with shu yan, qian hui, mei ting, mag, jeff&yy the couple, kira &kisa the couple, twenyo and andy(the pro rollerblader!!)... haha.. tried rollerblade.. fell twice... den cycle with jeff on a double seat bike... sry le.. buddy... made u use so much strength~~ psps >.< wen rollerblading.. i heard this... dun let ur blade control u.. is u tat control ur blade... once ur blade control u... u will nv master the skills.. tis i found it really meaningful!

lol.. jeff's masterpiece~~(uncompleted)

jeff's masterpiece(completed)
Mei Ting and my burger~~
lol... brant and jeff... wad the heck they doing??!!

lol~ update~

woah.. its been a month since i updated my blog~... same reasons... too lazy.. no mood... and busy mapling ^^ haha... yes.. i am playing maple.. unbelievable rite?? too bored during the hoildays.. so i started playing with the influnence of my frends~~ i made it to the second job.. currently 38(still very noob) special thks to my best buddy cum ATM in maple-jeff ^^, frends, my dear guild-secret.. my 'master' faiz who has been giving me tips... and sorry for making u all so pek chiek.. haha.. below is some nice screenshot taken

Guild- Secret ScreenShot

another one ^^

Cheese ^^

From Left: Brant, Li Yan and Me ^^

SS again ^^

= = "

Again ^^ F5- angry~~

Sobs T.T

Lastly~~

my voyage to orbis~~ and balrog ship invade mine!! but it nv come out lah.. =]

happy~~~

woah.. ytd... wad a happy, wonderful and tired day!!! slp late.. wake up early tat's why...

things tat make me happy
~subject allocation-> triple sci+add maths+geog!! (^_^)
~new mp3
~become clever... 'stupid' anymore
~noe my best friend better
~see the another side of him
~still the same class as my bestie.. and brandon is in my class next yr... woohoo~~ P.A.P rox!!

in the morning ytd
went for the junior guide thingy... the whole day was so gan chiong bout the subject allocation... worry bout wad class i go.. wad subject i take... but after went back to sch... the results not out yet... den go for lunch... frends hp start to ring.. informing each other bout the results... den rush back to sch... phew... saw my name in the 3 aspire namelist... but... erm.. not tat i cruel or harsh or wad... its mixed abilitiy meaning... my class got ppl who are not really up to standard and yet they can get pure sci... ITS SO UNFAIR... so many ppl appeal... hoping can change class... erm.. they will suffer alot in the class next year... mayb? bio is not easy.. i guess... haiz~~

7heartz here...
happy... happy and happy!!!

posting~

haiz~~most result noe liao.. except eng paper 1 and physics paper.. i should noe physics results by right but went for CO performance.. so dunno yet... eng paper 1 a bit scare and worry...
abit disappointed in some of my results.. lky HCL.. history and geog... for history and geog... its both hard papers.. i managed to get 66 marks for both... alot ppl failed...
haha.. same.. exactly...lol..
HCL.. wad a letdown.. my compo pull me down... sobs...
my results~~
eng paper 2- 54/80(happy!!)
maths paper 1- 44/50(shocked!!)
maths paper 2- 36/50(prepared already)
maths overall- 44+36=80/100 (overjoyed!! )(^_^)
chemistry- 38/50 (haiz~)
geography and history- both 66/100 (no feelings)
DNT- 27/40(wad the hell!!)
Literature-41/50 (yay!! surprised!!)
HCL paper 1- 60/90(sobs)
HCL paper 2- 77.5/110 (haiz~~)

yea.. so that's all... lol...
nowadays..mood getting better and better le.. i finally put it down le...
to him:
jia you for everything... work hard for my prize... hope u can suceed!!! good luck and all the best...i am always ur best friend and will be there for u no matter wad...dun feel bad or sad... haha... learn to write the 3 words hard... dun slack worx... hope u can achieve ur dreams and goal... lastly.. thank u for everything u have given me... i am very happy and honoured to noe such a great friend lky u...
rmb: zai zhe shi jie shang you qian wan zhong ke neng..
in this world.. there are thousands and million of possibilities...
best of luck!!! =)))))))))))))))))))))))

happy and contented..
7heartz here...

sianx!!!

ahh... very very sianx!!! at home... nth to do... rotting-in-progress...

haiz.. chionging o2 jam....

boredom~~~!!!

update~~~

must faster liao.. mum hurry me to change le... going to fetch bro back to NS...

tis morning so angry... my family went out den come back without my breakfast!!! WTH??? haiz.. nv m bah.. they are paying more attention to my bro cos he back from NS den going back today... okok.. suan niao... but i quite angry...

holidays at home.. rotting in progress... nth to do... sianx!!! nobody on9 pei me chat... haiz... all sec 4 chionging for their exams.. cannot blame them... lol..

okok... gtg liao.. mum really scolding le..
7heartz...

posting~

finally exams are over... are slack le!!! wahaha... my dear dear sec 4 friends... cannot slack yet.. cos their exams are coming... their big day.. their future depends on this exams le.. so must jia you le... i believe u all can do it de... jus dun slack can liao... the same words jia you.. work hard.. good luck and all the best...

okok.. tis few days can relax a little... but den after tat.. will be nervous le.. cos results are out!!! worry worry and worry... espec maths. geo. history...

a good news.. my maths paper 1 can get 44/50... miracle isn't??? so miracle do happen if u do in a little more effort...

yawn.. a bit tired.. lazy bah.. i guess... slp alot still lky tat.. mayb during the exams period nv slp properly bah... now can finally rest le...

okok... go to play le..
selamat hari raya to all my muslims friends!!!

7heartz here....
relax and enjoy~~~

update~~~

working hard in progress for EOY exams.. my life in upper sec depend on it... wan to get the subjects combination i wan...lol.. will work hard for it... hope tat all my prefect gang can be in the same class... it will be fun huh..

updates on my exams~~~
first paper- eng paper 1 and 2.. only one word to describe: die
prepare to fail..
second paper- HCL paper 1 and 2.. not too bad...
third paper- geog which is taken today.. OMG... lost quite a no. of marks le... haiz~~~~

today~~
went to brandon hse with rach, jian liang, ken and kenji... quite fun... jus did one maths question there... den play all the way.. its destress..

ppl are getting more and more emo nowadays... cheer up gals and guys... everything will not jus fine..ok? take it easy.. focus on ur studies first bah.. others settle ltr...

lol... starting to get over le... more time needed bah... it is really very awkward to meet him in sch...omg... my heart still hurts when listening to those songs... haiz... but now 100% focus on studies and exams! so not to worry bah...

STRESS and EMO...lol..
7heartz here...

update~~~

wah... i really one month update once... okok... so today is national day...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! many things happened nowadays... dunno where to start....

today
quite moody... becos of... i nv blame u and i dun wan to make things difficult for you... i oso dunno why i will feel tis way... u nv do anything wrong.. jus gib me sum time to get used to it ok? i hope the other party are serious tis time round... u are my best buddy... i jus dun wan to see u get hurt understand? u think i angry with u oso very happy? i oso dun wan to feel tis way.... nobody is to be blamed for this matter... ok...?

ytd
sch got concert and we CO were to perform... i miss 4 practices for the performance cos of elementz.... so overall the performance was messy...horrible... after we all went to xiao qi hse... den we play..*er-hem* cannot tell...lol.. den had fun... play play till 3 plus den go home... den OMG...i left my new zhong ruan in sch... and in the case got my ticket for the concert on sun...faster phone miss wai den rush back to sch to take it...after tat me.. amelia..candice.. shu yan and yong ji didi.. sit at the canteen den find notes for canon and kan kan(o2jam's songs)...me, candice and amelia go first...

speaking of elementz... haiz.. we lost... not really lost... we nv lost... i learnt many things thru the process.... we had fun and laughter... i gained experience.. and i overcome my fear.... but i still cried... sry to make u all so worry... i am 100% alright now... thks guys and gals for making me feel so much better...especially u... thks for being by my side...

Credits
special thks to: him... my t3io buddi and our dear mei mei shu yan.. my elementz team mates...miss chong for her swensen treat..miss teng for her hug.. farizmi for making me laugh...
next week got so many tests...den i tio dunno wad competition with rach...omg so sian... still need to go briefing at RP on sat... jia you bah...

days ago...
i went library with lots of my frends... i was the only one who noe all of dem... faiz..jeff..shu yan..qian hui.. rachel... naufal.. alvin and wai lum... 4 sec 4 boys...3 sec 2 gals...1 sec 1 gal and 1 sec 3 boy... we had fun in the library... but it was too bright for me and him... lol... den meet shabir..yun hua they all half way..jus sae hello den walk away le...

signing off...
things will get better de...
7heartz...

so tired sia...

chiong ah... for elementz... everyday stay bak for tis.. but nvm.. am enjoying the process!!! enjoy the time spent with my team members!! Regina, Farizmi, Jun jun and chris.. endure!!! we can the result very soon!!!

projects...tests...hw are killing me!!! sumbody help me!!! so tired!!! *YAWN* okok.. a short post for today.. gtg.. and slp!!

Qixin..
signing off...
*yawn*

RH day!!

wah... finally the mood is back frm to update my blog...
today RH day... den i got performed.. wake up at 5.00 am den meet buddi at 5.30am... den go sch together.. at sch already got ppl dere le..den change.. rinna do hair for me... den do sum make-up myself.. frends and teachers helped me with it... the makeup and hairstyle is better den the one tat who had on SYF... more simple but nice.. den sum teachers sae.. u look different today.. den i was very paiseh... wanted to leave my specs in the music room den found out tat its impossible...i can't see at all... i met my frend den i cannot recognise him... den he talked to me.. den i reply.. 你是谁?( who are you?) den i noe he is my frend... damn paiseh sia... U-turn..grab my specs den go hall..practice abit.. den start... the performance went on smoothly...

after tat go music den take my sch shoes and orange t-shirt to change..den cannot find my shoes scare me sia.. is the malay boys tat kick it to the side.. den faster go remove make-up.. go back to class for story-telling session... the minister sat behind me!!! so many flashlight taking pics.. now den i noe shortie is photography club de...lol.. sry lah.. jus jk only... after tat go to help out in the bazzar... damn fun... pull ppl buy my things!!! all my frends keep their promises... so happy... was walking around... asking ppl to buy... den go back to stall... saw him dere... den ask him to buy a lot... he spent $4... at my booth... wah.. so happy... but a bit heartache for him to spend so much... den bring him around.. noe sum new friends through him.. i was so desperate that i sae.. buy for me.. den i take ur o lvl for u all... lol... we managed to sell all!!! so happy and fun day...

after tat.. wanted to xiao qi hse.. but she not free i think... we sat at void deck den chit chat..after dat we go home den i had a sweet dream... frm 1 to 5... all the way slp!! thks everybody who buy foods frm my stall... love ya!!!

have a fun time... happy RH day!!!
Qixin signing off..!

posting~

lol... long long time nv blog le.. i realised i only blog lky once a month.. sry guys... not mood to blog sia...
nowadays really sian!! RH day performance is driving me crazy.. now i den noe my form teacher actually can conduct quite well.. quite nice...and wierd...lol... ok... nv m.. den with dancers dancing around... quite good lah.. racial harmony mah..

tat day.. he see me home with my sec 1 junior... quite touched... =) dunno wad to blog leh.. haiz.. suan niao(forget it)(count birds).... cannot see the connection.. nvm.. can ask me...lol...

tat's all bah...
Qixin signing off...
because of u....

posting~

quite long nv post le..reasons being lazy, dun feel lky posting, no mood to post...

time really flies... june holidays going to end le... one week den need to go back to sch..a place where most students fear... haha... to me..its the same... but its the place i met all my besties..buddies..so on.. the place where i get emo-ed and happy..and oso the place i realised wad kind of person i really am... the place where i hurt ppl heart and vice versa... school not jus a place of studying.. there's lot others to discovered... haiz... now it is my nightmare... going to face those prob that i am trying my best to avoid.. so dun really look forward to sch reopen...

sian ah... hw and project haven't finished... browse shu yan blog den saw wad 'if u love sum1 badly,tell him or her...' haha... i dun really encourage BGR during our age... the age where we should work hard studying... not jus tok bout relationship...

now the feelings in my heart is... me myself dunno how to describe... haiz..forget it... now finally understand wad is emo-ed le... haha
okok...
so the next whole wk is booked with my cca-CO... camp and practice... so work hard lorh.. lky wad shu yan sae..jia you jia shui...add oil add water...

haiz..so sian..

wad a boring day... haiz..today suppose to go out to discuss bout camp thingy den mother angry i almost everyday go out den dun let me go...den msg my frend sae i cannot make it..dunno how the camp proposal going? haiz... jus back from eating den now blogging.. today no one online de...mayb is weekend den they all going out...was doing homework the whole afternoon...only managed to finish 2 questions of essay question for history!!!!!

yesterday
was chatting with my frends on msn...huh..i was kinda shocked wen sumone sae sumthing to me...lol..really did not slp well last night... wake at 4.45am den wait till 7.30am...den i slp again..

holidays in...sch outs

Wahahah...holidays in..sch out!!!!!!! but but but...so many homeworks and projects...how to enjoy it to the fullest..answer is impossible.. so so so..nvm..jus do my best to play and work at the same time...

monday
wen for elementz meeting..only christ and me turn up...others disappeared... den nv m lor..ask jeff buddy again to cum out and play with us..den meet up at cosway with others to discuss bout CO camp..so funny man benjamin lai..everytime jus plan about bathing...den keep asking "wad bout bathing?" "wad time to bath?"lol..laugh until dunno lky wad... got wad catipillar job..den we imagine dominoes performance...den form all kinds of funny shapes...so funny sia... den serious awhile den play all time..den hungry..i suggest go for late lunch which is bout 3 plus...eat le den continute to discuss..jeff and christ jus can't stop playing den everybody tired le..so home sweet home!!

yesterday
received a call from a frend..noe tat all along..we hav been misunderstood him..not only him..i have oso misunderstand another guy..haiz...so sad sia..

lol...quite a long nv update...

a couple of weeks past...so many things..happy, sad, angry, shocking, contented, heartache...
let me start with happy and contented...
yesterday, we went woodlands pri sch to organise and run a day camp for dem..looked the kids...they are so innocent and pure...cute..of cos..i asked them to really treasure their pri sch life..cos they would regret it jus lky me..how i miss my pri sch life..those days without any trouble...stress...okok..off point le.. at first, i felt lky talking to the wall den called Mag to help.. the stupid seng chuan cannot do anything..useless.. luckily mag got a way with kids..thks mag.. den play games with dem...they really enjoyed themselves...but our teacher kept scolding and sae:"do u noe wad u all doing?" of cos we noe, we are not retard... haiz..nv m..see the kids happy..i oso will happy...den lunch games..den buddy jeff cum le together with other camps leaders...seeing buddy jeff so tired..a bit heartache..lol.. den practise instrument with them..sum quite pro..den cheering...den jeff sae with a really manly voice... he sae:' Boo-sa-ma-di ya..' den we others shout "BOO"!! i thought who sae de..really manly..lky those UG commander sae one..lol.. sum pri kids got my msn and hp no. they msg me and sae thank you..its so touching...

finally camp over..we camp leaders are to stay back.. den meeting.. buddy going to fall asleep..frends tell me den i sae let him be..cos he really suffer a lot during camp...after that we go home...

go home..den bath..eat..online...noe a really shocking news...so shocking and surprised in my life... den tat night could not slp...lol...get over it le...

sum things cannot be force..i guess its better to remain as it is now..so after the camp..i hope u see him better.. he got smt special den others dun...
signing off...
7 heartz
Qixin

vivo..rawks... my results...

once and again..here to make my blog alive... okay..its breathing again.. diaoz...

let me begin the post by the really fun trip to vivo city!!
first the last paper home econ finished den do all the admin work.. finally can get all people to go.. den bestie followed me home to change... meet jian liang go jun liang hse.. buy bubble tea at 883...takeaway for jun liang who had a high fever... ice blended to cool him down..=) walk walk walk to jun liang hse den play with his dog...okay details too many le..jump to main points..

we meet candice den head for habour front- VIVO CITY!!! in the mrt, we all talk and play until we were the centre of attraction.. so paiseh sia.. but nvm... it is FUN!!! finally change train to another line den saw SENG KANG station at that line.. den laugh lky hell should not tell you all why..if really interested to noe ask me personally or those can at least guess something dun ur imagination ran wild..clarify with me hor!!

okay den step into the VIVO city...so nice.. go to food court for lunch...after dat we go the so-called swimming pool to play water and takes lots of pic... P's family really rawks!!
pic not with me.. go to SJL blog to see... he is in my link.. have a fun time..christ had to go...we accompany her back to woodlands den she went home... jun liang too... me, candice and jian liang go to cosway..walk walk..eat eat.. den i go library and borrow a great book... nice!! wad a fun and memorable day!

Exams
quite happy with my results but maths not up to standard!! i thought i failed..but only cannot get A1...sad... will work hard for my end of year!!! jia you!!

honours day...

went for honours day yesterday... sian....all the performance except chinese dance...they were so graceful no wonder they get gold for SYF... managed to scan something... omg...my masterpiece...so 'nice'~ the prize winner list...spot my name if you can... my mid-year going to start le... friday another prefect meeting...my communtiy stay back for the longest de... another incident whirl up... a prefect so-called 'promotion'.... haiz... prefects dun really appear as they are..get it? although we seem happy... but i choose friendship over ex-co position...either all promote or all remain...i really hope this will happen...

all six prefects remain as best of friends foreva!! formal huh?

now i really cannot stand a person of his style of doing things...building his happiness on others despair...inhuman... den comfort him... all kind of excuse...forget it...i just feel tat he's doing us...can't you see tat?

must work really hard for mid-year!! =)

yay...SYFCO silver...

yesterday went to Singapore Conference Hall for the central judging for CO...was not nervous while waiting and tuning... but when walking and stepping up the stage, my heart beat...faster and faster and finally my legs and fingers were shivering... but my confidence never fades... den play finished the first compulsory piece "wind cresenti"... all my emotion is already out, i can really felt the 'wind'...follow by our selected piece "the sun"... i really take my hats off to the percussion team: John Hao, Hamizah, Zaiki they all...they rocks!!! they sort of making the sun in the hall... and again more of my emotion is out... den at the slow and sad part of the sun, i almost cried when playing..i am not exaggerating...its 100% true...after playing the full set... i am first one to step down and walked outside den saw our instructors...my tears den rolled around my eyes...its lky very touching when the instructor praised us... den got back to hall to listen the last school-Pasir ris sec... they are marvelous!! gold with honour... finally waited and waited for results...when they sae: no.55 evergreen secondary 永青中学...silver...we were lky cheer really loud...some of us even cried...

its really touching...we are only less than 8months old...this acheivement really means a lot to us... we have been practising hard for the past months...march holidays go back everyday... the trainings are tough but nevertheless we were happy...the bond between the CO members has been strong ever since... its true when they sae: your effort put in is nothing, when it is paid off...
it is worth it...=D concert band even made us a good luck card...once again i hold back my tears...

reach school at 6 sumthing...help to carry heavy intruments back to music room...den went to car poach for some photo-takings... den we got open champhane(kind of wine) for celebration...the boys shook it really hard and the cork fly up high...just lky our pride... drink and 'yum seng' really long and loud...went back to change and undo our hair... when we are ready to go...we saw band members waiting near the car poach and congrats us...omg...again i am truly touched by them... i replied you all good luck too...i am sure you all can make it... when home and annoucement to the 'whole world'...

so happy and the level of satisfactory is really hard....xD we make it le!!!!!!!!!!!! thks to our teachers-in-charge, all the instructors(二胡-徐老师，打击乐-小蔚老师，大提琴 and bass-潘老师，my session-plucked-string teacher 弹拨乐-刘燕老师，and of cos our conductors-詹老师 魏老师) thks a lot as some of them are also the intructors for others school lky catholic high but they spend most of their time with us rather than them...

den today...during morning the good news is spread to all evgians...who sae we all can't make it? we can..nothing is impossible... if you got the willpower... it is those ppl who look down at us gave us the motivation to make it...so thks any way...

ok gtg...till next time
damn happy and contented
7 hearts( Qi xin)

to make my blog alive...

here to do CPR on my blog to make it alive
1 and 2 and 3 and 4 doing the 30 compression...lol...
so many things happen...bitter, sweet,happy and unhappy...but the thing is that i learn to let go... nothing is un-replacement... currently, chionging really hard for Singapore Youth festival central judging for chinese orchestra(in short, CO SYF) I have much confidence and will prove to anti-co ppl that we can do it... my things are keep deep in my hearts...unable to express it to a trustworthy ppl... because of that my common test result really fall back... i think i can get over it soon... hope so... mid-year coming soon in about 4 weeks time..
IPW...elementz(we can make it de)...Prefects...CO pratice really drive me crazy...
last week everyday reach home about 7pm... i feel really stress and tired... which sometimes feeling to give up..(i will not cut my hand or throat..dun worry =p) oh yea...the honours day... I am one of the prize recipients... feeling happy...
wish me luck for CO... silver...gold or even gold with honours... I think i can do it de...
we are not barneys!!! lol...